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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFREY!!!!!!!!!!GOD BLESS YOU AND STAY HAPPY=DDDDDDD
hahahaha^^hmmmmmm yesterday I went for 2E1'07 class chalet;D kinda nice seeing everyone again,especially my crazy-to-the-max friend jesslyn!!!!!!!!!!Ahhh and my dear friend Clarence,who managed to fall asleep even after I called his hse and asked his dad to wake him up in the morning,I have no words to describe you. hahahaha I had to call his hse again in the afternoon to ask his dad to wake him up again.Clarence,you are so full of child-like wonders.Frankly speaking,I felt like his mum=_=ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz I feel so old.
Yeaps the chalet,actually was kinda boring=X but I was happy to see everyone!!!!!! yay=D Jess and I were the first girls over there and so we helped the guys carry the bbq stuff.Then when we reached the chalet room,Jess and I slept=S WE WERE TIREDDD!!!!!!!!!!!Then we barbequed the food although many were destroyed.I didn't really eat much,ehhhhh I don't know why=_=maybe cos Jess wasn't eating then I didn't have the mood to eat=O
Hahahaha Stephen came,unexpectedly.Hmmmmm looks like after 'o's everyone is like a free bird;)Ehhhhhh when I wanted to go back,more like needed to go back home,the card to open the room door went missing.Then clarence asked asyraf for the key,the asyraf asked cheng wei for the key.Then cheng wei said he gave zhi xian them key then asyraf asked zhi xian and zhi xian said he gave me the key.Then asyraf started shouting my name when I was right behind him=_=then I said I gave cheng wei the key,then I went to ask Cheng wei.Then Guan Chin said it was with Stef and when I asked her,VOILA!!!!!!It was with her=_=there was so much fuss and she was like so calm,like as if nothing happened=_=
Funny girl,she can be blurrer than Jess and me combined.Yeas so I reached home around 11pm.I was dead tired but even after I bathed my hair still stank of bbq. That's why I couldn't sleep properly last night.Ehhhhhhhh I feel like going today but then I can't.Doreen is not going also,Jess maybe.Ahhhhhhhh I want to goooo!! Zzzzzzzz unfair;( Hmmmmmmm going for work again tomorrow,hehehe all of a sudden I miss working=D Oh and Jess,thank you so much for talking to me just now,I feel much better;D LOVE YOU=DDDDDDDDDD Adios!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Automatic.

Heeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy;DDDDDDDDD hahahahaha went to upper and lower pierce reservoir today=) hahaha saw many many monkeys and they were really cute!!!!!!!!!!The wind over there was really nice too.You don't get that kinda wind anywhere else.Hmmmm enjoyed it a lot^^I wanna go again!!!!!!!!!hehehehe;)
Going for a job interview tomorrow,feeling kinda scared.First time.... so yea,I'm feeling a bit terrified.To make matters worse,I've never been there before.Thank goodness Shah and Pavi are coming along. At the same time,I can't wait to work haha :D Wish us luck!^^
Hahahaha have you guys heard Lady Gaga's-Bad romance? It's super funnyyyyyyyy,I almost fell off my chair when I heard the song.It's pretty nonsensical but a little addictive;P
Hmmmm that's all for now,Adios!!!!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Tired of it all.

Hmmmm it's thursday.Tomorrow is dad's birthday.Hahahaha no idea what we'll be doing though=) I was reading other people's blogs and stuff and I came to a conclusion.Everyone has a different personality from the one we often see.An ever-smiling girl could actually be emo,crying and one full of hatred inside.Vice versa. Maybe we don't want to be unaccepted by others and that's why we hide who we really are.It's nothing wrong,I do it too.
But I'm tired.Tired of it all.Tired of pretending my life is one full of sunshine,happiness and rainbows.Tired of painting a smile on my face when all I really want to do is let the tears run down my face. Tired of forgiving and forgetting all the hurt caused to me by others. Tired of always being there for everyone and when I need them,they are not there.I'm just tired,tired of everything.
I'm so sorry to all those reading my blog.I just feel like letting it all out.I understand why people emo.I have nothing against them.I am not one of them but I know how they feel.Haizzz I'm not going to sit in a corner and cry or anything like that.It is true that I hide the fact that I am sad inside me.I just want to show it in this blog.But like always,I'll continue to be what people always know me as,the happy, crazy and friendly girl=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

one love,one heart,one life.

Heyyyyy everybodyyyyyyy a very HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO VAYLERN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahahaha hope you grow taller,smarter and handsomer ;p
wahahahahahahahaha=DDDDDDDD hmmmmm holidays have been fine but I'm boredddd.Ahhhhhhh I wanna go outtt and look for a job as well.I'm gonna drag Shah with me,tee hee^^hmmmm went online to check the math and science answers for 'o' level papers.Ehhhh not too badd but disappointed in paper 1 for chem and bio=( the math answers weren't really that much of a helf because I forgot all my answers hahahahahahha=XXX
Facebook is being crappyyyy............Zzzzzzzzzzz or maybe it's just my computer.Haizzzzz whateverrrrrrr............I miss my friends=(((( I wonder how I'll survive next year,wherever I will be...................nvm hahahhaha and Clarence,cheer up alrite=) I'll be here for you whether you need me or not(muahahahahahaha)so be happy.Life has not been an easy path for you but trust me,once you go past all this huge obstacles standing in your way,everything else is just dust. Keep believing in Him and in yourself because I do too=)
God bless youu^^ Adios!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'o' levels are gone!!!!!!!lalalalalala hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I'm so happyyyyy=DDDDDDD Time to playplayplay and sleepsleepsleep hahahahaha paisehh i VERY VERY happy so I need to let it out.
Went to watch My Sister's Keeper with Pris and Shah.It was really sad=((((( I cried so many times.Haizzzzz poor girl.We took photos and I really enjoyed myself =DDDDDDDD But after that something happened that spoilt my mood.I don't wish to talk about it though.Haaizzzzzzz,nvm.Ok,time to facebook,Ciao!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy