Tired of it all.

Hmmmm it's thursday.Tomorrow is dad's birthday.Hahahaha no idea what we'll be doing though=) I was reading other people's blogs and stuff and I came to a conclusion.Everyone has a different personality from the one we often see.An ever-smiling girl could actually be emo,crying and one full of hatred inside.Vice versa. Maybe we don't want to be unaccepted by others and that's why we hide who we really are.It's nothing wrong,I do it too.
But I'm tired.Tired of it all.Tired of pretending my life is one full of sunshine,happiness and rainbows.Tired of painting a smile on my face when all I really want to do is let the tears run down my face. Tired of forgiving and forgetting all the hurt caused to me by others. Tired of always being there for everyone and when I need them,they are not there.I'm just tired,tired of everything.
I'm so sorry to all those reading my blog.I just feel like letting it all out.I understand why people emo.I have nothing against them.I am not one of them but I know how they feel.Haizzz I'm not going to sit in a corner and cry or anything like that.It is true that I hide the fact that I am sad inside me.I just want to show it in this blog.But like always,I'll continue to be what people always know me as,the happy, crazy and friendly girl=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy