vanathy + life = complicated

Heya=) Well, today was cross-country and I finished a lousy 17th. Last year I was 10th. Arghh!!!!!!!!!!! Well, Not really my fault cos for the past 2 wks I was very busy n not feeling very well. At least I did my best=D I almost vomited, I dunno why. I think I exerted myself too much. I've to thank Doreen 4 running wif me. She was like an encouragement for me XD I'm home now and basically pigging out. Arghh!!!!! Hate it when cravings come in=(
So far my life has been taking on different roads, usually unexpected turns. I failed 2 A math tests and I really wanna do better, for me and my parents. My dad bought me a new phone and I really have to do well in my studies so that they will not be disappointed. I really really have to do my best and more.
Although I've gone through a lot, I follow my motto which is to never give up. If you do, you will never succeed in life. I've made many mistakes, many of which have cost me very dearly. I was very naive and I still am a bit. No matter what, I will have to stay positive and do what I have to do. People may hate me for what I do, but if it is my duty, I will do it, like it or not. Life is never easy and I should be thankful that I live in a comfortable house, have many friends and food to eat. I should never complain about hardship cos I've never experienced it.
I'll be going for a 4-day 3-night camp at Pulau Ubin. I'm looking forward to it. It is a National Camp and it involves all UGs. Cal, Kelvin and Xin hui are oso going. 2mrw is NDP celebration and I'm praying for good weather. I'll be in the Guard-of-Honour parade and to be honest, it's easier than being in the contingent=X haha, well, wish me luck and adios!!!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy=D