Japan timeeeee~~

Well konnichiwa to all of you hunks && babes.The photos will be posted uber soon but experiences are gonna be poster right this instant.muhahahaha!!!!!!!!Well, let's see,when I first landed in Japan I felt the super cool breeze blowing my hair. It was really cold,mind you.I was kind of tired so I slept on the bus.We visited quite a few places and I liked harajuku because it was a real change in culture. Peeps over there were like punkrockers in bands singing heavy metal songs.It was damned noisy but hey,it's the experience that counts.

We went shopping at harajuku street and I bought some stuff.Dear Melissa was on a shopping spree as usual;P hahahaha but overall,not bad.Later when we got to the hotel,we had a bath && had a debrief with Mr Cheng and we kinda improved our behaviour the following days.We also practiced our performance.

Well the other days were all loads of fun too.Visiting Mt Fuji was real cool.The gila guys took off their shirts and Mdm Jeerah took a photo.It was like 10 degrees celsius over there!!!!!!!Man,they're nuts.Haha then there was the oh-so-loved hot spring where you go in wearing nothing.haha lol,Mel was totally crazy about it, but it was nice and first time so quite fun.
There was also the fish market which reminded me of singapore,haha but it was very crowded especially with some kinda vehicles carrying fish.Well,good xperience and after that was..................DISNEYSEA!!!!!!!!!!weehoo!!!!=DDDDD haha,sim yee,mel,me && emily went on the rides like over 14 times!!!!!!!It was real fun,I loved the ride Journey to the centre of the earth and the 360 degree ride.I really love it,I wanna go back!!!!!!!!!!wahhhhhhhhh,hahs then was my long awaited visit to Mutsuzawa.It was really great seeing all my Jap mates again and we had a lot of fun,especially the cooking cos we got to eat^^hahs,then we cleaned the hall && my first host's house,Misaki was really wonderful.
The family was really fun-loving and were constructively noisy.I felt very much at home.They had two cute little girlies,2 years old and 1 year old.The older one kept saying Konnichiwa.After I hugged her,do you what she said?Konnichiwa!!!!!haha then they brought us out to eatand that day we slept at 1am!!!!!!!!haha,the next day we harvested rice and it was totally muddy with all kinds of insects and even lobsters,frogs && crabs!!!!!!Can you believe that I actually went in && did not scream even once.I'm totally afraid of all this but I guess I overcame it && Sin Yi && I were racing.Btw,Sorry Sim Yi for all the mishaps.I'll give you a dollar,alright? Sorryyyyyyyyyyyy=((((I didn't mean it.
Mayumi was my other host and her house was bigggggg cos her father's a businessman and it was quiet compared to Misaki's.However I loved talking to her dad and I really miss those times Mayumi,mel && I were playing the video game, Mario tennis.It was funnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!HAHA!!!!!!The last day was a tearjearking day && I really miss all of them.When we were on the bus,the guys ran after the bus && I seriously cried.I was damned sad.I miss you all guys,hope to meet all of you again.Email will be sent,I promise.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

I wanna sleep!!!!!!!!

Ok,I'm like super damned sleepy that I can fall off my chair any moment.I slept at 4am yesterday!!!!!!!Arghhhh!!!!!!Because of the camp,duhhhhhh...........Me,Sanjay, Pavithra,Shahnas && Muru were staying up at the fourth floor outside the IT resource room which is super freaky alright.It's not that we wanted to but cos we were finding Pavi,Shah && Muru so yea we met them there.
We were just playing some lame games and singing songs all the way till 3am && throughout everything that Muru kept scaring me.WTH?!? I was seriously freaked out by being in the fourth floor && he has to make it worse by saying "Hey!!!!!Why do I see an extra hand over there?!?"I was damned scared ok?It made my heart skip a beat,seriously,I didn't scream or anything though.He was scaring me with more stuff and I was seriously on the verge of crying.
We went back down at 3am and Sanjay,shah && I slept.After awhile,about 4am,I went back to the AVA room to sleep.Pavi && Muru were up the whole night,how amazing.I would have died,honest.Surprisingly I managed to wake up in the morning but throughout lessons I was nodding off.Even during phy SPA while holding the sensor of the data logger.=_=! wadever I wanna go off now cos I'm sleepy so ciao!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

tired..................

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!I'm so freaked out!!!!!!!!My comp is crazy,I can't upload pics from my camera!!!!!!!!wahhhhhh i wanna cry=( Argh && I still have to go for council camp later on and I'm having flu.Dammit!!!!!!Sanjay has a headache too && he doesn't feel like going but I asked him to go cos his gd friends are going too so it's better if he goes.
Haizz looks like I've to wait before I post about my experiences in Japan,no pics=no post.=( Short post again so ciao!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Sayonara Japan

Hahahaha welcome moi back yo!!!!!!!!!JAPAN RULES!!!!!!!!!wahahaha I'm so happy but I want to go back!!!!!!!hahs I will post my experiences some other time cos today's a busy day because it's DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!woohoo!!!!Happy Deepavali to all of you guys && may god bless.Love ya && signing off now!!!!!ADIOS=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Konnichiwa Japan

I'm leaving to Japan tonight && I would really give anything to make my parents stop spoiling my mood.I'm going to be fifteen,pls leave me to myself.Thank you.I want to bade goodbye to all my friends,I'll be back soon.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Spoiler.

Konbanwa;) Sad to say,I'm pissed off right now.I'm like wth?!?When I lie,they believe me but when I tell the truth,they don't believe me.What am I to do when my uniform is like that?It's not my fault,she washed it and I took it clean out of my closet.Kore wa nandesuka?!?Crappy,&& they ask me to keep quiet.Go && die man,I'm telling the freaking truth!!!!!!!!!
Ok,happy stuff now.I love SS!!!!!!!!!Omg omg I seriously can't believe it,I got 40/50 for SS!!!!!!!Instead of geog pulling me up,SS pulled me up.So that means I got 73/100,I rule!!!!!!!!hahahahahahaha,cool huh? lol && eng is loves too,I got 71/100 so heyy,I got 2 more As.So lets see,1 A1,3 A2,3 B4 and 1 C6.So chem is the spoiler but heyy, the rest are quite good.4 distinctions are wayy nore than I expected so yea,pretty alright.I'm proud of myself=)
I stayed back for no reason cos my EAS shift was cancelled.That idiotic Rafiee didn't bother to give me a call.Hmph!!!Nvm,I had great fun with Pavithra && Shahnas,we talked about a lot of stuff && it's really cool having them around.We did have a few heart to heart talks which I really loved.When we went back to council room,after going to mac^^,we did many funny stuff like writing our names on the board && the guys one as well.We took photos && also of jeff,hahas!!!!!!!It was damned fun but er they felt kinda bad.
They didn't inform Muru && couldn't get him neither,we missed him by like 10 mins when we came back.How sad,nvm,sry muru.Gomennasai;P haha,sry about the few Jap words but I'm going to Jap 2mrw night && so I need to practice.haha so ppl esp my darling frens,both guys && girls,don't miss me too much;) hahaha jkjk,but I'll try to get something for my besties if possible.Loves,gtg,Ciao=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

just 2 more.

Heya peeps!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!I'm extremely elated!!!!!!!!!I am super proud of myself. Man,I rockkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahaha,I passed physics!!!!!!!!!&& it wasn't just a pass,mind you,a B4=DDDDDDDDD This is the best day everrrrrr.........though I still have 2 more parts of 2 papers to get back && I'm scared.Ok,so now my results will have another B4.I got 61/100,much higher than my 53 in mid-year.So, I really am proud of myself.I got back SS SEQ && I got 21/25 for it.Very good for me but before Miss Leow gave me back my paper,she was reading it for so long && she kept shaking her head.I seriously thought I failed,thank goodness I didn't.I think that she probably doesn't agree with Mrs Yang's marking.
I got back one part of Eng Compre && I got 9/12.Pretty good too,I suppose.I guess the papers I got back today were quite happy papers,hahs!!!I really have to say that most of my efforts paid off,thank you God.Well,many peeps were crying cos they didn't do well for phy but hey guys,relax,it's alright.Don't worry too much,may god bless you all.
I stayed back for Council Metting && Jap rehearsal.The food ordered for the meeting satisfied my hunger;P hahahaha,Jap rehearsal was more serious this time around although the guys solo was very funny.=P I think I'm addicted to singing && songs,hahs!All because of Mel lim;P hahahaha!!!!!!!Ok,I think I'm laughing way too much but hey,bear with me,kays? I can't wait to tell Liping my marks!!!!!!!WEEHOO!!!!!!!I thank her for having faith in me.
Btw,I think I'm being a nice friend cos today morning I happened to take the same bus at the same time with that guy I said about in the previous post.Let's call him X shall we? The reason I don't want to reveal his name is not because I've a crush on him(no way!!!!!!),it's just because I don't want any rumours to start.Yea,but well it was kinda awkward,cos we didn't know what to say when walking to school. Not because we were shy but cos this is the FIRST time I'm walking with him.I usually pretend not to see him && vice versa.ok,so yea,maybe next time we can talk normally,Idk wad to talk about though=_="
Hahs,k now I'm scared for the remaining part of the Eng paper && SS SBQ which is said to be badly done.OMG!!!!!!!Now,I'm terrified.God!!!!!Please bless me.Oh && today is Yizhen's b'day so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!May god bless you!!!!!!loves && keep smiling;) haha,Adios!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Just a little but more.

I'll be so damned glad when today's over.It's a super sucky day.I did pass all the overall for wadever papers given today but they are still sucky.E geog-63/100,E Math-62/100 && Tamil-77/100.Yea so I got 2 B4 and 1 A1.So far the only As I've gotten are for A Math && Tamil.T_T sucky much?!? Stupid Vincent,complain so much still can get so damned high.GO AND DIE!!!!!!!!!(am not angry)
Well,today 2 ladies came from the DCC,some communication thingy && I had to go for it.Shermaine,me,georgia && brenda.Thankfully,only Brenda && Georgia had to talk,Shermaine && I followed behind.Kinda tired though.I feel so weak and I heard he passed A Math,Shermaine told me.Well,gd for him;) I've to say that I've never been this tired my entire life,I love tomorrow although I'm dreading the results for phy,SS && Eng.I'm freaking scared && I really am counting on Eng to make me smile.However,I've got a feeling it isn't,as always.
So lets see my grades,so far,shall we?I've got 1 A1,1 A2,3 B4 && 1 C6.Well,pretty crappy huh?Too bad for me I guess,that's how dumb I am.Wish me luck for tomorrow!!!!!!Oh && I feel glad that I am treating this guy as a friend && I don't hate him anymore.No,I don't have a crush on him,I was kinda bad to him before but now I'm nicer.hhaahaha,kk,Ciao!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Half the war is gone.

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!Ok,I know I'm a bit too high but hey,I PASSED ALL THE PAPERS GIVEN OUT TODAY,INCLUDING CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha;)So here are the marks all though they aren't really awesome,chemistry-51/100,English compo-18/30,English letter writing-21/30,E Math paper 1-27/50,A Math-70/100,Bio-63/100 && Geog part 1-20/25.Yea.........I'm not sure if they are correct but they are pretty much close I'm sure.So I'm really glad to have passed chem which I thought impossible to do so.I'm glad;)
Well,I was kinda mad at Vin.That idiot got 70/80 for A math when he was moaning that I would win him.I seriously ignored him && he was begging me to talk to him.I didn't care && he was like later I tell you something.I didn't reply. Then he sat behind me && was like sorry sorry,pls dun ignore me.I didn't want to reply but since he is my bestie,gave him chance && said never mind.Then he was like really larh,plsplspls.Then I yea larh yea larh,I cannot stay angry for long;P Yea,summore he got 46/50 for E Math.chicken nugget fishball pancake.Hmph!He's lucky that he's already forgiven or I would hate him more.
Wadever larh,I tell him he smart,he dun listen.Hahs,anw I did win him in some papers but he's still better.T_T So,I was realy happy for chem && clarence was challenging me to hug the workers outside cos I said I would do that if I pass.But I don't think I would really go && do that.It's crazy.I really feel sorry for jah.I know that she tried damned hard but she still didn't do well.If I were her,I would have committed suicide on the spot.Nvm,dun worry girl,there're more papers coming up.Don't give up on yourself.I've faith in you.
Sunil took my $2 again.I always give up to him.T_T What to do,he's a good friend of mine so when he asks me for money,then have to give-_-!Vin wanted too but in the end didn't take.My mum isn't really that happy with my results but she's happy with my A Math && geog.She said that I've to work harder,I should not get this kinda grades next year.I'm like yeayea,she spoilt my mood.I'm really glad that I managed to pass this && she's making me feel dumb.
So yea,i guess that's all.Wish me luck for whatever papers that are given out tomorrow && may god bless everyone in my class;) && also my friends in other classes,u guys aren't forgotten;D Adios!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Everything's gonna be over tomorrow.

Heyhey;)Today was a pretty tiring day.Once returned from break,teachers are already loading me with so much stuff.I feel so weighed down.So much to do,so little time.Today morning I was running around here && there && not a single soul actually offered to help.I wasn't even feeling well.crap.
Yea,thanks a lot guys.Nvm,idc,I'll just leave it behind.So today was graduation day && oh yea,Amanda,thank you for the card.I really appreciate it && I nvr expected it too.I love you,girl!!!!!!!!!!I'll miss you truckloads,good luck for your 'O' levels && never give up.Do your best,&& I believe in you.You can do it.I'll learn the commands myself,don't worry && I'll bring guides up.loves<3
It was saddening to see all the wonderful seniors leaving,I'm sure I'll miss them. Aby && I helped out with the prize presentation.The two malay teachers are really cute.They kept laughing,esp Mdm Huzaifah.I really enjoyed being with them.I took photos with Amanda,Keping && Rama.Will miss them,that's for sure.Love ya guys,&& don't ever forget me;P
The food was kinda nice btw.hahahaha;) I stayed backed for the JCEP Japanese lessons && practice for our item.Quite funny but Mel Lim wasn't feeling well so yea,it was kinda sad for her.She's got a beautiful voice.*envy*Btw,I really feel like saying this.I think Kelvin's a really nice guy.I'm serious.Idk how to explain but I think he is a really understanding person.Yes he loves insulting me at every chance but he has never hurt me that bad.He is a really funny guy && I think he's really smart too.Please don't get me wrong,I do not have a crush on him or anything of that sort.No way!!!!!!!!He's not really my type.He's just a great friend is what I wanted to say.Rock on!!!!!!!!!!!
I think Yuhui got a little bit more crazy today.She was like saying u all match me with nick cos I say Vanathy && jaja arh.Match then match lorh.Come arh we go hotel,we go ................(er I don't wish to say it out cos it might be offensive to nick) She is really crazy,Idk what happened to her today.Wth?!?I don't even match her with him larh.wadeva.Mr Rohan is real funny.He bullies me,hmph!!!!!!Hahs,but playing badminton wif my girl besties was real fun;)Jah kept making me laugh but I seriously enjoyed it.I like competitive badminton but hey,life's not all about competition,sometimes,it's just all about having fun && enjoying yourself.If it's my bro,I think he would have thrown his badminton racquet && left.
So,I'm really scared for tomorrow cos we'll be getting back most of our results.I got an A2 for my tamil paper and got a hell lotta lecture for my tamil teacher.She thinks I'm suffering from depression.Wth?!?It's seriously none of that sort,pls stop assuming.I hate it when people do that.Arghhhhh..........you know what,he failed A Math?!?He fail than I what?Zero?Walao,I've seriously lost all hope.This totally sucks.EOYs suck.Crap,I'm hoping for the best,preparing for the worst. Quotes from Nicholas Loh.hahaha Adios!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

A feeling of fear.

Ok so my oh-so-loved breaks are over.Tomorrow school's starting && I'm already booked for two stuff.T_T I can never seem to slack like how most of my classmates do.Unfair? Oh well,it's a price to pay for the things you wanna enjoy later.Only when the fruit is ripened it's sweet.I'm really afraid for my results.Arghhhhh!!!!!I'm really sorry peeps for singing the same song but I really am afraid.Sorry Stef,if you happen to read my blog again,don't worry about your results cos I'm sure you did awesome;)))))))Thx for the tag btw,my tagboard's dying-_-".
Today my class went to East Coast Park to cycle but unfortunately I couldn't go,so sad!!!!!!!!!!I was really looking forward to this outing.Haizzzzz I wanna cryyyy.
Argh,nvmnvm,it's not the end of the world.I think they're back already.Well,today I think my mum and I seriously toured around the whole of Orchard Road.We seriously couldn't get a money chahger who had less than a 10 000 yen note.We practically went around but couldn't find any but in the end managed to change at Dobby Ghaut MRT.Phew,it was really tiring.My feet were aching.
Well,all I'm feeling now is fear for results and not to mention excite ment for Japan.My mum is officially more excited than me.She's been talking about only Jpan to me,not even about my exam results.I can feel a twinge of envy;P hahahaha but hey,who wouldn't?Once in a lifetime experience!!!!!=)Ciao!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

closer to hell.

Well today morning I had the JCEP meeting.I brought my parents along so did most of the others.It was kinda alright but got bullied again cos my mum said something about changing passport for my bro && they thoguht it was me.Kelvin was worse,he said u && jaja son arh?Then I bastard him back,say yuhui=_=' Sorry yuhui but he started it!!!!!!!!;PPPPPPPPP
So I'm home now && my mum is more kanchiong than me.She was like faster write down the things you need,faster pack, while I'm here slacking away.hahaha && wanna know some fun facts about Japan?Skinny dipping is normal && what's more appalling is that it's only polite to do so!!!!!!-_-!I was totally shocked when I heard that so I'm thinking no hot springs for me.I will never be able to go in all naked,oh puh-leese!!!!!no way no way no way..................
Ok let's leave that aside,so yea it's getting closer to getting back EOY results and I'm terrified........again.It's really scary,I think I'll die of a heart attack before even getting back my results.Sheesh!!!!!!touch wood;)I don't wanna die just yet,hahaha I need to go Japan first.;P hahahaha ok I ran outta things to say except for the fact that I know some secrets which I'm definately not telling;P Adios!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

random~~

The Letter A
What is your age?
I am proud to say I'm fourteen going on fifteen=)
What annoys you?
snobs,show-offs && creepy insects
Do you have any allergies?
YES!peanuts!!!!!!!
The Letter B
Do you know anyone named Billy?
Billy the goat?
When is your birthday?
2 November! So I'm expecting a prezzie from u;p
Who is your best friend(s)?
Jahnavi,chengwoon,jesslyn,jeffrey && vincent=D
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?
ALL!!!!!!!!!
When was the last time you cried?
Wednesday night
Have you been out of the country?
Yuppie;D
The Letter D
Do you daydream?
hahahaha yea alot=DDDDDD
What's your favorite kind of dog?
Golden retriever;P
What day of the week is it?
FRIDAYYYYYYY!
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?
Scrambled
Have you ever been in the emergency room?
i don't think so
What's the easiest thing ever to do?
complaining=P
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?
Yuppie!!!!!!!!!!
Do you use fly swatters?
nope I do the traditional shooing;)
Have you ever used a foghorn?
wth is that?
The Letter G
Have you pet a goat?
yuppie;P
Are you a giver or a taker?
I'm both I guess,mostly a giver though=)
Do you like gummy candies?
who doesn't?
The Letter H
How are you?
Extremely random=)
What's your height?
165 cm=D
What color is your hair?
black
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?
chocolate!!!!!!!!;)
Have you ever ice skated?
Always wanted to;)
Have you cheated the IRS?
huh?!?o.0?
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean?
I love 'em all=D
Do you tell jokes?
yuppie,esp the lame ones;P
Do you wear nice jewelry?
eh not really a fan but sometimes yea.
The Letter K
Do you want to kill anybody?
I'm a nice girl@.@
Do you want to have kids?
yea I suppose so;P
Where did you have kindergarten?
St Paul's Church Kindergarten
The Letter L
Are you laid back?
hmmmmmm that depends.
Do you lie?
Yes,as long as nobody gets hurt.
When is the last time you sent a hand-written letter?
During english exam:P
The Letter M
Ever talked in a microphone?
yup many times
Do you still watch Disney Movies?
duhhhhhh camprock is love;)
Do you like mangos?
Haha I'm ok with them
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?
shorty is wad all guys enjoy calling me but I'M NOT!!!!!!!
Whats your favorite number?
1,2,5
Do you prefer night over day?
Actually both are alright although night seems more mysterious;P
The Letter O
Are you an only child?
wished i was though.
Do you wish this was over?
How'd u guess?
What is the closet orange object near you?
plastic bag,lol!
The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?
Failing my exams=X
Do you think you are pretty?
DEFINATELY NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you play any instruments?
My violin is love=D
The Letter Q
Are you quick to judge people
well sometimes I do.
Do you have any quirks?
not sure;P
What do you keep quiet about?
When i like that guy.
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?
nope not at all.
Do you watch reality TV?
nah...........I'm not a fan
What’s a good reason to cry?
here's the song for it.oh mickey what a pity you don't understand;(
The Letter S
Are you a social person?
Yup,but as for with guys they gotta talk to me first;)
what is your favorite season?
winter timeeee=DDDDDDDDD
What states have you lived in?
I live in the one and only SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!
The Letter T
What time did you wake up?
8.45 am;)
When did you last sleep in a tent?
National camp && I wish I could go back=)
Do you like tomato's?
yuppie=D
The Letter U
Do listen to Usher?
Yup,he's loved=)
Describle the underwear your wearing?
Like I'm gonna answer this.
Do you have an umbrella in your car?
I have an umbrella,not in a car though.
The Letter V
What’s the worst veggie?
some green leafy thingy.eewwwwww!!!!!!!
Do you like movies with violence?
I'm okay with 'em;D
Where do you want to go on vacation?
Hawaii!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Letter W
Ever been on a waverunner?
o.0?
Do you wish on stars?
Yea sometimes=)
Where do you work?
I work at vanathy's dreamland=D
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?
yups I exposed myself to radioactive rays;P
Have you watched the x-games?
wad on earth is that?
Do you own a xylophone?
used to=)
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?
nope yellow is so not my type=X
What year were you born?:
1993
What did you do yesterday?
watched movies=)
The Letter Z
Do you believe in the zodiac?
Yeah,I guess so;)
Ever been to the zoo?
Yes, and i miss it.
Has your bank account been at zero?
I don't even know anything about my bank=_="

Life has to go on.

So I like kinda came to a conclusion,it's no point in emoing because what's done cannot be undone(taken from Liping;P).I can't possibly go back in time && change my answers or anything so I guess I just gotta let it be.Enjoy life while I can.I don't wanna waste my break worrying about results && how many marks I lost cos that's not how it's supposed to be.
So yesterday I watched 2 movies,kung-fu panda && mamma mia!Kung-fu panda was real cute;P It was super funny too,I couldn't stop laughing.Mamma Mia! is a really silly movie but I love it!!!!!!Maybe it's cos I'm silly as well,it was a bit slutty, bitchy && bimbotic but hey,I love happy endings=D I wanted to watch house bunny but there was a need to download so I was lazy but today I think I'll download && watch.hahahaha=DDDDDD
Btw,I really enjoy chatting with Liping.She's the kinda tuition teacher every student would love to have.I can talk to her about anytihng under the sun,from physics to boyfriends.She's my ex-tuition teacher but I still ask her anything I don't know.Hopefully I can go back next year if there's enough ppl.I so want her to teach me or I'd most probably fail.She's really nice && she has a lot of confidence in me && she keeps saying that she is confident that I'll pass all my subjects.I owe her a big THANK-YOU=DDDDDDD This para is dedicated to her.Oh && she's setting up a website on science stuff where we can ask any doubts we have && it need not be in the syllabus.As long as it's about science it's ok.
I think she's also gonna have science mags && I'll be the no.1 fan!!!!!!!!hahaha=) Once she's done with the website I'll link it and advertise it here in my blog;P So peeps,wait for it && keep following my blog.She was asking me about whether I would visit such sites and read such mags && I was like if it's set up by her of course I will or if it's recommended by her.Rock on!!!!!!!
So I'm gonna sign off && peeps,enjoy life=) non-stop slacking mode!!!!!!!ciao=D

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Will emo later;P

Bonjour to all of you out there!!!!!I'm feeling so damned high right now when yeaterday I was feeling so damned emo.Nvm,I shall worry about results later.I deserve to relax after so much hard work,dontcha think? I think so=P hahahahahahahaha=DDDDDDDDDD Ok I know I'm going crazy but hey,I suppose everyone else is going insane as well;) hahahaha since idk wad to post here's the letter I've been wanting to post to God.Enjoy reading;)

Dear God,

I wish for more peace in this world
I wish that my friends will not get into serious fights
I wish that I will get good results for my EOYs
I wish that my life will not have too many obstacles
I wish to be happy for most of the time
I wish to find a cure for cancer although I think it's already been done
I wish that the guy I like right now will like me back;P
I wish to be pretty
I wish to be smart
I wish to go to Japan happily
I wish to never grow fat
I wish to never be anorexic
I wish to get married to a guy with qualities of Taufik Batisah;P
I wish that when I graduate,my friends will stay in touch
I wish for people not to break my friendship ties
I wish for paeodophiles to not stalk me
I wish for a better life
I wish for many friends who will accept me for who I am
I wish to do more good to the world
I wish for God to read this

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

Exams are over.Finally.But I'm still currently emoing for phy && basically everything I guess.Today was phy paper 1 && I nearly died.It was so damned hard,I studied so hard to no avail.I was practically guessing alot of the questions. Wahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!Mr Goh!Do you hate me?!?I seriously felt like breaking down cos I really felt worthless trying.I immediately fell into emo mood after giving my paper but Sunil woke me up.He returned me my scotchtape.
Today was kinda sucky && well I told Mr Lee about what happened && I'm glad he told me that he would take care of it.Everything's burdened on me.I hate it.Why can't she just do it,I mean a little bit wouldn't kill right?I know I shouldn't mention about this && I'm not gonna say what happened && who was involved cos it's not to be said outside.I'll just say,you changed way too much.
Well,today morning when we were like studying outside the class,Vin asked if I was alright cos he said I looked angry.I didn't know but maybe it's just stress. Nothing in particular was bothering me at that moment.Yea,so nth.Now many things are in my head && everything is going downhill.I hate this life but I'm still thankful for all those who helped me.They are the reason I'm living.
If you're wondering about my title,I like someone,yes.After all the stress && now I like him.I hardly ever talk to him && I think I'm hopeless for having a crush on him.I had a crush on him before but then I tried forgetting about it but now it's back && it just doesn't seem to go away.Sigh!!!Loves<3>
Oh && today I stayed back with the councillors to meet the sec 1 nominees for council.They all looked so enthusiastic,lol.So funny && some were kinda shy.But there were a lot of them,more than my batch when we came I think.nvm,let's see how many are chosen && can stay on;P ciao=D

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

It's all gonna be over.

Well,E math was like well,hard.I mean I couldn't do that bloody Qn 2,&& until know I am clueless on how to do it.The rest were pretty alright I guess although all of us seem to have diff answers.Chemistry was super bloody freaking hard.It seems like I'm the only one who said that.I'm a total dumbo,as you can see from that.So yea,I'm crossing my fingers to get gd grades.May god bless me.
Then,I kinda felt bad cos I didn't know Kelvin was that mad.He was angry wif vin but I think now it's alright.Nevertheless,I feel bad cos I shouldn't have said it, it's like betraying my best friend.Sorry vin && Kelvin(x infinite)
Haizzzz tomorrow's phy paper 1 && after that is nth but play,play && more stress over results.;P sigh! I'm already feeling the jitters,god!!!!!!!!!I'm really thankful for all those who believed in me and had faith in me.Thanks to Li Ping too for helping me && never saying that I let you down.I really appreciate it && thanks for wishing me luck for my papers=) Thank you Yuting,for being such a great friend && for always trusting me.Thx Chloe,for asking me to cheer up,you cheer up too.Loves to all of you peeps=D
Oh && today I was bullying xiaozhen with the bendy ruler I borrowed from my friend.It's cool actually.I like it but sadly,it's not mine.Everyone liked it too.Nice ruler I must admit.I was hitting her with it and another long ruler && we were kinda having a fight.hahahaha......so childish but I was nervous so I wanted to be high so that I wouldn't panic && luckily I didn't=)
Well,may god help me for phy 2mrw && everyone else.Ciao!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

repetition of failure.

There you go.I've officially screwed physics like never before.I know that I'm gonna lose a hell lotta marks.I'm still being stunned wheras the other guys seem to be smiling && the girls were complaining but they complain for every paper so no difference=_=' So,yea I'm becoming a failure once again although I know that people will think I'm nuts cos I haven't gotten back my results && I'm already ranting that I failed.Well,ever heard of intuition?Yea,so I'm so gonna fail this paper && looks like I gotta forgo some stuff as well.
I've always asked god and I'm asking again,why is it that while everyone seems to be moving one step forward while I'm moving three steps backward?Did you want it to be this way?I really hope not because I will not be able to take it any longer. Everything seems to be so far away but why do the rest seem to be able to take it so easily,like as if it was a small matter?Why do I keep struggling and shedding tears while the rest sit back,relax and smile?
Idk the answers god.I hope you could tell me one day && I really hope it's soon.I know that I tried so hrad but everything just seems to go to waste.It's no longer the same life I had but instead,it's a life with stones sticking out everywhere with cliffs and vines.Why?Maybe I ask too many questions or maybe I'm just demanding but god,I really want to know.
Well,sooner or later I'll be posting a letter to you god && maybe you could just take a look at it.It may be full of crap && demands but to me,they're just dreams and hopes so god,maybe you could fulfil some of it.To everyone reading this,if it seems a bit weird in like some kinda third-dimension kinda thing,it's not.They are just my thoughts && it's not a religion thing.I'm referring to god as a general term which all of us use or at least,most of us.That's the end.Adios.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

hate being in the middle.

Let me tell you this.Everytime my friends fight,I always end up in the middle && hearing both sides telling me about the other side && I feel like a total dork.I feel just so useless,helpless,whatever you call it.So yea,it was really heartwrecking to see them fight.It seriously broke my heart.I felt like crying.
I won't tell you what happened,who was involved and stuff cos it's private.As a gd friend,I shouldn't tell what was the whole thing about cos it's not appropriate.I just hope it will all end soon and well,I don't wanna take anymore sides.
Ok,now back to my all-time "favourite" topic,exams.Arghhhh!!!!!!!I'm so gonna die for physics && idk why.I really am lousy in heat && thermometer.Grrrr........I can't afford not to do well this time around.It's super damned impt for me to do well for this paper.Idk why but everytime before a physics paper I'm not as nervous as I am for the other papers.I guess it's because I'm prepared for the worst,as always.Haizzzz.......&& this time,I'm on my own.
Thank goodness Li Ping is still helping me when I ask her although she's not my tuition teacher anymore.Thank you=) I really appreciate it.Idk which other teacher would still be as willing as to help=D She doesn't seem like she's irritated or agitated when I ask her for help.She's one of a kind.I wanna go back for her tuition again!!!!!!!!It really was a great help.
So,I guess I'm gonna sign off again && the next post or one of the posts coming up will have a letter to god.I'm still getting it ready && hopefully He will read it.I am not a Christian or a Catholic but God refers to all && so I'll just say God.ciao=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

I wanna break free.

Ok,this sux.I thought that the answers for the phy mid-yr paper will still be in moodle but apparently not.One of the questions was in the mock exam papers from another school && I didn't know how to do.Arghhhhh!!!!!!Omg!!!!!I dun wanna go to the examination with blanks in my head!!!!Nvm,I think Li Ping has a copy of my exam paper.I'll ask her how to do then=)
Haizzzz I have to go learn how to draw vector diagrams again especially the arrows.I was surprised that I actually remembered the parallelogram method && I being a sotong,didn't bring home my phy tys but nvm the questions that Mr Goh did with us && the answers are still with me.The Kranji exam paper is kinda tough.I hate logic questions,I prefer those that require me to calculate cos they're easier.I'd better go brush up on those.I'm actually quite proud of myself cos I still remember most of the stuff Mr Goh taught us but heat && themometer are total bygones in my head.I'm trying to dig out all the notes.
Ok,no more exam stuff.Today morning,after a seemingly long time,I read the newspaper && one article that caught my attention was about how overly polite simgaporeans are.It was actually kinda joking article but I mean some of the things written there is kinda true,I must admit.Well,sometimes I wanna give up my seat to someone but I do think,"What if the person is not old but looks old && feels insulted if I give up my seat to him/her?"So in the end,I don't get up. However,I don't pretend to sleep && stuff,I just sit on my seat.
Another article was about putting trays back after eating in hawker centres or restaurants.It said that many ppl do not do that.I admit that I'm guilty of not putting back my trays too.Well,honestly,I thought it was normal to leave the trays on the table because everyone was doing just that!!!!Including my parents.So,I know that when I'm with them,I probably wouldn't be able do be good && put them back cos they would most probably say,"No need larh!"
However,I promise that if I go out to eat by myself or with friends,I'll put them back.I guess it's only basic courtesy to do so.Another thing is that I really find the idea of chopping a table using a packet of tissue paper with only 2-3 tissues inside it, ridiculous.I mean hello?!? Who in the right mind would be as kiasu as to chop a table with tissue paper?!? Singaporeans must be the most colourful ppl you would get to see in this world.To my dear ang moh friends out there,chopping a table does not mean literally chopping the table but it means saving it for yourself,like how u save a seat for your friend.hahas.......=D
So well,quite a knowledgeble post I would say=) Ciao!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

shoot.bang.die

I'm dead.totally.I mean E Math was kinda alright,I could do most of the questions && I had time to check although Idk if my answers are correct=X But Chemistry was a murderer,my god,I was totally stunned after the paper.It was worse than A math && like that,Idk how many marks I'm gonnas lose but I know so far I lost 3 marks or something.I crapped throughout the whole freaking paper.
I seriously felt like crying,I forgot the steps for precipitation && I jus wrote some pretty lame stuff in the blanks.Dammit!!!!!!AHHHHH!!!!!!!WTH?!? I mean,I did study like mad && stuff,I almost cried cos I didn't understand the bloody solubility table && it turned out that it was one of those very few qns I could actually do.Haizzzzz.........failure................
I still have a killer paper,physics,on Monday && idk if I can make it.I do have 2 days break to study but I'm really afraid.&& I really pity Huei Min.She thought section B was 4 qns choose 3 when actually it's 2 compulsory qns and last 2 qns choose 1.She didn't do one of the compulsory question && she was kinda having a fit.So,I was like trying to calm her down but I mean,if I were her I would have dropped dead on the spot.Relax girl,dun sweat about it.
Well,I think I've finished my typical ranting && nothing very hilarious happened today I guess.Yea.........something's on my mind but I don't wanna write it here.It is kinda personal so well,nvm then,adios=D

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

cos it's a hot topic.

I know that it's a very lame title but well,let's just ignore it shall we?Hahs,I'm thankful for the slight drizzle today cos I was supposed to be the parade commander && since it was drizzling,assembly was held in the classrooms.Anw only like 1/4 or less of the school came today because very few papers were on today.At most only 5-6 classes I think.It was so deserted...........
Well,Bio paper was alright I guess,thanks to my mum's sch exam paper.It had similar questions.Although I do regret not studying harder from those papers,I still managed to do the questions,so it's not too bad I suppose.Hahs,2day was kinda funny.ok.super funny;P
All the Kelvin,Vincent && Nicholas larh!The clowns!!!!!!They were like seriously fooling around && I couldn't stop laughing!!! They even thought me some new words.Although the one they thought me today is not a bad words,it sounds like one.=_=' && that kuku vin said it was another word for cute but I've had ENOUGH experience to know that it didn't mean cute.It kinda meant pissing someone off;p hahs!!!!!!Crazy!!!!!!!!
&& obviously there were the silly jokes about kam lan && I think I'd better stop using it unless it's on the clowns=P They thought me so they have to bear the consequenses.Ok,I've got 2 killer papers tomorrow which are E Math && Chem! Argh!!!!!!!I'm sure to die,I'd better go study.I can't afford to lose anything.hahs!!!!!Ciao!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Bio gives me headache.

As the heading says,bio gives me headache.I still have so many bio papers to do. Actually it's not alot but all the questions are damned hard to do && I feel like taking out my brains.Seriously,&& not to mention the fact that I've a violin performance tonight.Arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!This is so freaking irritating.
So........my parents are out to dunno where && I'm gonna go out wif my bro soon to buy chicken rice=P hahs=) I really have run outta things to say.oh wait,yea I still have something to say.My dad said that there was an offer for him to be a warrant at the old Rosyth school there which is near my dilapidated Parry Primary School. There's a free house inside for the whole family,free food,&& other blahs.
Then my dad was like considering the idea && I'm like no cos the school is used as a dormitory for foreign scholors.&& yea there're bound to be hot guys but hello?!? They're like scholors who are too old for me && I needa walk a super long way to my bus stop.I blatantly refuse to wake up any earlier!!!!!!!!!!&& when I'm walking there're bound to be some idiots wolf-whistling at me.eewwwwww........No,I'm staying right here.I dun care.
kk,I gotta go buy food,adios!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy