hate being in the middle.

Let me tell you this.Everytime my friends fight,I always end up in the middle && hearing both sides telling me about the other side && I feel like a total dork.I feel just so useless,helpless,whatever you call it.So yea,it was really heartwrecking to see them fight.It seriously broke my heart.I felt like crying.
I won't tell you what happened,who was involved and stuff cos it's private.As a gd friend,I shouldn't tell what was the whole thing about cos it's not appropriate.I just hope it will all end soon and well,I don't wanna take anymore sides.
Ok,now back to my all-time "favourite" topic,exams.Arghhhh!!!!!!!I'm so gonna die for physics && idk why.I really am lousy in heat && thermometer.Grrrr........I can't afford not to do well this time around.It's super damned impt for me to do well for this paper.Idk why but everytime before a physics paper I'm not as nervous as I am for the other papers.I guess it's because I'm prepared for the worst,as always.Haizzzz.......&& this time,I'm on my own.
Thank goodness Li Ping is still helping me when I ask her although she's not my tuition teacher anymore.Thank you=) I really appreciate it.Idk which other teacher would still be as willing as to help=D She doesn't seem like she's irritated or agitated when I ask her for help.She's one of a kind.I wanna go back for her tuition again!!!!!!!!It really was a great help.
So,I guess I'm gonna sign off again && the next post or one of the posts coming up will have a letter to god.I'm still getting it ready && hopefully He will read it.I am not a Christian or a Catholic but God refers to all && so I'll just say God.ciao=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy