Fcuk

Please take note that my title is not any form of vulgarity.Ok,first,the not so bad things.Enrolment and promotion ceremony was quite ok.I'm really sad that Tz,stef and chloe couldn't come.Well,yea so I got my CL rank and Amanda gave passed me the red thingy to wear around the uniform.After that we made chocolate truffles which Mdm Diana taught us how to make.We ate like pigs after that and yea it was pretty much fun.
It would have been a great day if Mr Ry hadn't looked for me.However,he did and it was regarding the camp.Ok,I did sign up for it but I went to Jap and when I came back I didn't get any consent form and wadever.Nick told me about it and then I realised it clahed with my enrolment day so I told Nick to tell Mr Ry that I wouldn't be able to make it.But I guess he forgot so yea Mr Ry told me he had to fork out about $125 for me.That made me feel real bad.
Please don't take me wrong.The blame was not on Nick,is not on him and will never be on him.It's my fault.I should have gone and seen Mr Ry myself.I feel very irresponsible.Furthermore,I'm representing council and gg.I feel like slapping myself right now.I really am a very blur person,I swear.I'm more blur than any of my classmates and friends.I bet that's true.
You see,when you first get to know me,you wouldn't notice it at all.The reason is simply because my blurness(excuse my eng) is just far too serious.All the others who are blur are known that they are blur but they don't get into any big mess.I do and well,I hate it.I guess I still don't know how to think for myself and do the right stuff.Yea I know that I've not lost a bit of credibility,but alot.
I really want to apologize for letting down council and guides.People already have a negative perspective of guides an d now,I guess it's worse.Sorry has no cure so I wun bother saying it.However,to all those who read my blog,be true to your words. Like Mr Ry said,do what you say you will do.Don't back out and if you do,do it in a manner where people will not disrespect you.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy