It ain't easy.

Can someone remind me why,why did I take up the post of a CL?I seriously am going to die soon.This bloody hell sucks ok?Tomorrow is enrolment day and I'm going crazy.Everyone is losing stuff and they're asking me what to do about it. What to do?Go and find people YOURSELF!Like,do I go around asking people to aske around for ME if they have extra stuff?No!!!!!!!
This is so damned******up.Ok,but I'm not mad at anyone,so don't get the wrong idea but I'm freaking stressed and I feel like collapsing any moment.Next thing is that this girl guide is NOT coming for enrolment ceremony tomorrow BECAUSE her parents don't let her.Reason:She has tuition and that's more important.What the bloody hell?!?This is so damned unfair!!!!!!!She wants to come,ok?
Why is it all bothering me so much?It's because I care for them and I really want the best for guides.I seriously want to cry right now.I think Amanda is mad at me or maybe just one word:disappointed.I'm really sorry,I guess I didn't do enough for guides,I'm a lousy leader.I suck.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy