More than words could describe.

Heyhey guys and gals!!!!!!!!!I'm back and so here's what I did today.Firstly I had to go to sch for council meeting.I woke up at 6.30 am?!?Like wth?!?Arghhhhh I was like so damned tired.However,I had no choice so yea I pulled myself out of bed and went.Zzzzzzzz.................
Ok so Mr Lee was briefling us about what we had to do when sch reopens on fri.We had to hold the placards and stuff because the seating arrangement was different. So there will be chaos.So after all that stuff,Pavithra,Shahnas,Muru,Jeffrey,Rafiee and I went to mac.I didn't eat or drink anything though.
Pavi and Shah were really sweet.They said they didn't want to eat because I wasn't eating and I was like,no,you guys eat and we decided to share fries but sadly,it was breakfast so both of them bought milo instead.Yea then we were practically crapping with Muru and the other two guys.
Yea so after that I went home,had lunch and then got ready to go with my cuzzies to Marina Barrage.The place was quite nice actually.We took many photos and stuff.After we were done,we went to my cuzzies house and played there for a little while before going back home.Yup,that's all=D Ciao!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 30 dec,9 pm

lalalalalalalala

Yesterday was hell.I'm serious,I had stomach cramps for like almost the whole day.My stamina has deproved like crazy but I guess I can catch up soon.I'm feeling weak and a bit unsteady.I kept slipping,gosh!!!!!!!!Furthermore I only fell asleep at around 3.30am.I'm so damned tired.
Man,school is gonna start soon and I haven't finished all my hw.I'm just too lazy to do so.Haizzzz I'm really sorry Jiahui,I can't make it on wed,but tues will be ok like for lunch or teabreak.I'm also not feeling very well or at most you guys have to go on without me,but it'll be fine by me;)Although i don't want that to happen.
Ok,so I've got nothing else to blog about because I've got zero energy left in me right now.I'd better go rest.Ciao!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 29 dec,11.30 am

yeayeayea

well hello!!!!!I'm back and wishing everyone a second day of merry christmas since I wasn't around for the first.I went to visit my cousins who came back from Australia for holiday and OMG,my dear Karvin boy,who is going to be in P1 next year has an Australian accent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They were there for like only a year or so and he speaks like an Aussie.I couldn't believe my years.Sobana is still alright,not so bad.She can still speak tamil but Karvin has forgotten how to.Aiyoooo!!!!!!!!Crazy Aussie boy.Yea we had a great time with them.We were playing and taking pictures.
There's one pic which I love the most.I'll upload it another time but it's real nice. Hahahahaha and I was really shocked that Sobana knew some stuff.SHe was telling some things and erm,I felt weird about it.My uncle asked her not to talk like that and stuff.God,help her please.
Ok I guess that's about all and so yea,Ciao!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 26 Dec,12.35pm

For once,I did.

Hahahaha hello,I'm backkkkk!!!!!!!!haha well,yesterday was a really funnnnn day=)Bro and I went to play badminton again,but this time there was Pavithra,her sis Lavania,her twin bros,Shahnas and her bro too=D Muru came too,he was the one who planned this I think.

Before that,Muru called me and started saying how irresponsible I was and why I was so late and blah.I was like,huh?!?I said that Shahnas and I are meeting at 2pm but he insisted that she said 1pm.I called Shahnas and she said that Muru was just talking nonsense.Stupid fella=P
Well,we went to Sengkang to play.The court there was really big.We had a great time actually.I played much better although Muru insisted that I didn't.yeayea what.ever.major.loser;P hahahahaha enjoyed myself though.Gunan came late and left early.Hmmmmmm........no idea why.Yea that was pretty much about all.
So here's an early Merry Christmas to all of you cos I might not have time to wish all of you.Adios!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 24 dec,10.15pm

cuzzies rule;P

Hahahahaha hello world!!!!!!!!!I'm really happy to post right nowwww and yup it's about yesterday=D Me,bro,sis and aunty went to my cousins' house yesterday.They are none other than the FABULOUSSS Brintha,Kayal and Vishnu!!!!!!!!hahahaha I had so much fun,man I miss them already=(
Well,firstly my bro and I cycled there and yea,it was so damned tiring,chhhhh but I was so glad to reach their house.We had our lunch there and I think I ate more chicken wings than I ever did for the past 15 years of my life!!!hahaha yea and then we decided to watch Sivaji(a tamil movie so non-indians please do not crack your heads trying to figure out what movie this is;P)and yea we ate ice-cream too!!!Oh I think it was cookies and cream,one of my fav=)
Then around 3+ we went down to cycle and play basketball.Brintha booked the court for about an hour and we had so much funnnnnn playing basketball.I think I was the one who laughed the most.Maniac huh?hehe and we played dog and bone too.Hahaha it was real funny when Vishnu kept throwing the ball to the other team instead of his own!!!!!!!Had a GREAT time=D
Yea and then we told some jokes and riddles too and don't worry Brin,I'll tell you the answer for the math riddle when we come over again;Phahahaha and then we went back to their house to cool down before going for swimming.We continued to watch Sivaji and then got changed and went down to the pool.It was fun actually, the smallest person was actually the fastest swimmer,Vishnu=_=
How embarrasing?!?hahahaha yea so we were splashing water on one another but then the security guard told us not to splash anymore=(Nevertheless,we had a great time and we also went to the jacuzzi.It was so nice!!!!!!!!!!!We were like fighting to get the bubbling part.hahahaha and we were making a whirlpool in it by going round and round=P We then went back to the big pool.
Soon Kayal and Vaynil had to go and bathe first so there were four of us in the pool.After about 5 mins or so,vaylern and Vishnu had to go.So there was only Brin and me.We went to the baby pool and just sat around talking about life and other things.It's a *secret*;P hahahaha yea and we went up too after drying ourselves. As we were the last ones we could take as long as we wanted to bathe!!!!
Hahs yup then we continued watching Sivaji and soon my parents came and the six of us had to go have dinner.It was a great time we had after dinner in Vishnu's room.We were practically playing funny games which didn't last for more than 5 mins and talking crap(but we loved it!).So we did silly stuff and laughed like there was no tomorrow.hahahahaha and got bullied by that vaylern idiot;P
Yea so soon we had to go back and we actually wanted to sleepover but parents said another time and we had to go.Bro and I cycled back around like 11.30?!?I was so tired and I took a bath after that.I saw Brintha's sms and yea replied her. Yea girl,had a jolly good time and don't worry,we are so gonna come back on Friday or any other day and SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!!hahahaha^^
Yea great time,and I'm glad Brin and I are closer now.I've got a feeling we might need each other more in the future,just a feeling.I wanna go shopping with you Brin,stupid Deepavali,it falls before 'o' levels and Deepavali shopping seems unlikely but nvm,we'll fight for it.hahahaha^^Ok well today is boring day so I will not spoil this ah-mazing post so adios!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 21 dec 08,6 pm

lazyyy.

Haizzz haha ok yesterday I went shoppingggg!!!!!!!!Woohoo!!!!!!hahahaha I needed new running shoes and yea,I got them and I love them=D They are nice and comfortable^^Finally,I got one,because the ones I have are usually too tight or too loose or have too much friction=(
Yea then we bought food from the hawker centres at AMK and I got to eat Chicken Rice^^I was really full yesterday.Arghhhh=( Yea so today I had to go to school and OMG,PAISEHHHHHH!!!!!!!I was supposed to come at 7.30 am but I didn't know so I came at 10 am!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I felt so damn bad!!!!!!So embarrasingggg=((((((
Thank goodness Mr Lee managed to wrap up the meeting quite fast and so I'm home now=)Lol,I was home at around 12.30 pm.hahahaha yea then Jeff msged me and asked if I was free to go out with him because he was bored and I think his gf was not able to go with him but sadly,I didn't go because I know me parents wouldn't let me.I just told him I was not free.I feel bad.haizzz=(
Yea then I mum asked me to bake cookies and hell,I took so long and I'm like super tired now.They are tasty anyway=D yea,my parents are in Orchard Road and I think they're doing shopping.Whatever,I'm all confused and angry right now for some reasons.Nevermind,I've got to go,Ciao=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 19 Dec 08,6.13 pm

tired=(

I didn't post yesterday because I was at my grandparents' house.Yea so we kinda like had a feast and played games.We had pizza and some other stuff.We also played ludo with our uncle who was like hilariously funny.Hahahahaha yea then we saw my dad and uncles' baby pictures and pictures of them when they were young.They were really cute.However my youngest uncle was adamant that he was never a baby and that he was born the way he is now=_=
Hahahahaha yea then we watched some youtube videos and saw some cool stuff.I guess that's all and yea,going off now,Ciao=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 17 Dec 08,12 pm

stupid monday.

I hatehatehate today but I shan't elaborate.So I went with my bro to play badminton with gunan,Muru and Ganesh.So yea,I waited damned long for that idiot Gunan and I seriously felt like slapping him.Stupid fella,make us wait for so long.He then brought us to the court.

Yea I was like a total noob over there but at least not that bad I guess.Bro saved the day^^He played like,WOW!!!Hahahahahaha and yea we played both singles and doubles.Ok Gunan won me,laugh all you want,I don't care;P
Yea then the guys played soccer,I was the only pathetic girl over there.Crap.Then Gunan said something really dumb and I chased him and bloody hell,that idiot left me in the multi-storey carpark.Go and die Gunan!!!I chased him another time and well,I just left him because we reached the same place again,lol!
My bro seemed to be having a better time so yea,glad he enjoyed himself.That's all I suppose,Ciao.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 15 Dec,8 pm

Wishings.

Happy Wedding Anniversary to my parents,hope you will be happy for the following years to come=)hahahahaha ok so today I went to the library with my family to borrow books and we bought milkshakes and a sundae for mum^^Then I just saw my offline message from Li Ping and she said she couldn't make it for tuition today.sad=(ok I guess that's all,Ciao^^

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

IluvVietnam^^

CHAO!!!!!!!!!Alrightyyyyy ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hahahahhahaha I'm kinda sleepy but nevermind,I'll still blog about my experiences in Vietnam=D I really miss Viet right now and I'm feeling kinda saddddddd=(((((((((
Alrighttttttttt on Monday,after we reached the airport in Ho Chih Minh City,our tour guide,Loi(I think that's how it's spelled),met us there.He introduced himself and we got onto the van.He is a really nice guy and he told us a lot about Viet.The thing that surprised me most was that there were no or very little cars!!!!!!!! Everyone was using motorcycles.It really looked like there was some race;P
The driver first brought us to our hotel and Loi said he'll pick us up later to bring us to the temple and after that for dinner.We said ok and so we went into the hotel and took a bath and got ready.When Loi came,we got inyo the van and went to the temple.It was kinda smoky but the atmosphere was calming.So we prayed and after that went to a restaurant for dinner.It was actually an Indian restaurant named Tandoor but the food there was nice,just a teeny bit spicy.
So after our dinner,the driver brought us back to our hotel and we rested before going to sleep.On the second day after breakfast and checking out,we were on our way to Da Lat.IT WAS A 10 HOUR RIDE FROM HO CHICH MINH CITY TO DALAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Can you believe it?!?Argh!!!!!!My knees were hurting because my sister had pushed her seat backward=ZZZ Well,at least on the way we saw a tea garden and a coffee garden.We also stopped for lunch and at a place to go to the happy(I think it's spelled like that)room which is actually the rest room.Oh hahahaha and the people who were selling guava over there told Loi something in Viet.Loi then translated and told me that they wanted to ask me if I would like to get married in Vietnam!!!!!!!!!!!!hahhahahahaha that was real funny.
I think it's because I was wearing a really nice top which made me look quite nice so yea,hahahahaha.We went to a waterfall on the way too=)Well after we reached Da Lat city,we checked in to our hotel and took a bath.After that Loi and the driver brought us to a restaurant for dinner.Oh and Da Lat was really cold.The fact is that Da Lat experiences four seasond in one day itself.In the morning it is spring,afternoon is summer,evening is autumn and night is winter but there is no snow.
The restaurant was real beautiful although not very clean but it was presentable. The food was real niceeeeee,I miss it=( There was one waiter who kept looking at me.He was viet(duhhhhhh) and he was pretty good-looking.After the main course, one of the waiter was making burned banana as dessert for us.After he had finished making,the waiter gave the banana to me first.
I then asked my mum why he gave me first and she was like,he was only looking at you from the beginning.I just smiled but hahahaha a bit flattered of course.Oh and there was another waiter who bullied me because I hadn't finished my first bowl of rice and they already brought the second bowl.So,he laughed and told me,finish the first one then take the second one and he was like hesitating to put down the second bowl.Crazy fella;P hhahahahaha
Ok after that we went to the market nearby and my sis and I bought a bracelet and I loveeeeee mine=D Then we went back to our hotel and slept=D hahahaha then the next day we spent another 10 hours travelling back to Ho Chih Minh City.=_= I know it's crappy but it was alright.I slept alot;p So that day actually we went to visit the flower garden which was real awesome and we also visited the Love Valley where I went on a horse ride;)The horse was very disobedient though.Bad horsyyyyyyy=P hahahahaha ok so after that we went back to Ho Chih Minh city and checked in to our hotel.We then left our luggage at our rooms and came down quickly because we were going to have dinner on a cruise=) Loi then brought us there and dad said that after the cruise had finished going around,we would visit the Ben Thanh market on our own and go back to the hotel on our own.Loi said ok but he kept asking if we were sure about the directions,hahahaha^^We managed to find our way back though=)
The next day we visited the Mekong River or the Mekong Delta on a boat.They called the upper course of the river Mother River and the lower course the Father River.The Mother River is bigger.We went on a boat and Loi told us that there were four islands namely the Unicorn,Phoenix,Turtle and Dragon islands.We went to the Unicorn Island first and it was very big.The people sold many stuff there and we also got to try honey tea which happened to be the only tea I liked and some of the food there.But the bees kept coming towards us and although Loi told us that the were very friendly,it was kinda irritating.After that,we went to this place and there was a python in a cage.I ended up being the one putting it around my neck=_=.It was scaly but it's skin was smooth.It was pretty cute actually.Loi called it his baby,hahahahaha^^
Then we went to the Phoenix Island and over there we tasted the coconut candy which I love to the max=) We also ate fruits and listened to local folk music.Then we sat on a small boat,boys on one and girls on the other because each boat could only take in 3 people.Hahahahaha we wanted to win the guys and although there were two ladies at the front and at the back I took the oar and rowed with them.I was amazed at their strength.I had to take breaks because my arm hurt but those two old ladies were going strong!!!!!!!I felt lousy=P We managed to catch up with the guys though,thanks to me hahahahahaha(jkjk).
After that we visited the Notre Dame Church and the post office.After taking photos and stuff Loi let us off at the Ben Thanh market and said he and the driver will pick us up at 7 for dinner.We had a lot of time so we looked around and then went back to the hotel to bathe and rest.We had dinner in Tandoor again and the food was nice too.Then we told Loi we wanted to visit the market again and so he said alright and he went back.After dinner we went shopping and yup I got a really nice top and I just tried it own.It's figure huging so I guess I've to keep my shape,lol!!!!!!!!!After that we went back to the hotel and slept but not before having a coke partyyyyyyy hahahahaha^^
So today was a really sad day because I was leaving Vietnam.Loi didn't go with us to the airport because he had to pick up his parents as they wanted to see his wife who was 4 moths pregnant.Cute huh?Sad though and he's a really nice guy actually.Dad gave him the tips and he was like,no no give your children and dad was like no you take,for your wife and he took it in the end and we bade goodbye to him.When we reached the airport,Loi had called the driver and had asked to speak to Dad and after everything we said goodbye to the driver as well and we went in.Happy beginning,sad ending but it was a real nice trip.
Loi,you're a really amazing guide and I hope you and your wife will have many happy days ahead.May god bless you and to the driver,thanks for bringing us around and god bless you too.hahahaha and I love you Vietnam,I think I've learnt as much as my friends did when they went to Vietnam on the geog and Hist trip so yea,the sad thing is I don't know how to say bye in vietnamese=( nvm,Adios^^

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 12 dec o8,7.35 pm

Happy advanced b'day dear idol^^

I read that one of Taufik's favourite colours is green so this post is in green.Today was his 27th birthday celebration.His b'day is actually on 10 dec but I think they had it earlier.I'm sorry that I couldn't go because I'm not free so here's wishing you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAUFIK BATISAH=DDDDD I know that it's highly unlikely that Taufik would come across my blog but I wish him all the best and may god bless you=)This is an early wish because I'll be in vietnam on his birthday=( Love ya,Taufik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Don't miss me;P

Ok peeps I'll be in Vietnam from the 8-12 dec.So I hope I enjoy myself over there and don't miss me=P hahahahaha will be back on the 12!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

I dun know.

I was kinda angry with mum yesterday but now it's alright.She was like saying it's not right to put taufik's pic as my hp wallpaper and I was like wth.Then I told dad and he gave me this dun-fret-about-it look so I just let it be.But do keep in mind that Taufik is still my hp wallpaper.^^
Hahaha and my sis refused to believe that it was Taufik because she insisted that it didn't look like Taufik.I showed her the website and she was like he looks so different.Yea I guess I gotta agree.He looks really young like a school boy and of course SUPER DUPER HANDSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^It's the pic in his new albun suria hatiku of somewhere in the straits times Life paper,forgot when.
Hahahaha sorry I'm talking too much about Taufik but he's my idol so bear with it hahahahaha=P Oh && I want to complain to you Mr Taufik;P Why are your songs in malay??????I don't understand!!!!!!!!!!!!=(((((((((( Maybe you can do the english version of your new album=) I'll be the first to buy it^^hahahaha I'm a bit crazy now,Over Taufik!!!!!!!!!!hehehehe TAUFIK ROX!!!!!!!!=D
hahaha ok now to my life^^When I went jogging with those two peeps,I saw this really good-looking guy at the bus stop.We went 2 rounds so the first time he just looked at me.The second time he looked at me and kinda smiled.Being me,I quickly turned away and jogged faster=_= hehehe well ciao!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Finally.

Hello peeps!!!!!!!After so looonnnng I finally went out with my friends.Today I went to AMK hub to watch Wild Child with Doreen,May,Sera,Bryan,James W,Sim Yi and Neng Jie.Hahahaha it was kinda fun actually.After the movie Sera and Bry were playing miniclip on Neng Jie's laptop.Crazyyyyy=_=
So yea that's what I did that was very interesting today.Hahahaha so looks like it's an uber short post.Byeeeeeeee=D

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

hell.

Today wasn't what I wanted it to be.It seriously sucks to the damned bloody core.I would like to thank yuting for listening to me.I know that I shouldn't take it so hard on myself but it's not easy.I really felt better after talking to you.I could have talked to Vin but a girl understands another girl better=)
Haizzzz well,I'm not out to please ppl so don't think I'm gonna change because I am ME.If I can't change myself then nobody else can and don't try.Talk all you want about me but I don't care.I've got friends with me.I'm not a loner.Well,I'm pretty much getting used to being insulted so as the saying goes,sticks and stones may break my bones but names will never hurt me.Ok enough ranting^^
woohoo hahahaha I went jogging for a longer distance and I survived.Lol I feel so healthy and tomorrow I'm gonna watch a movie with some of my 2E1'07 peeps and I feel all hyped up.hahahahaha^^ok I guess that's all but one more thing,I burst my hp bill=X I swear that I didn't do it for fun.Most of it was because of gg and council.Arghhhhh this month I'm so gonna control myself.I feel damned bad for making dad pay so much.Sry=( ok that's all,ciao=D

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Love ém

hahahahaha yesterday I went to Geylang East home for the aged with the guides and Mrs Koh.It was kinda slacky but I really enjoyed it.The old folks there were very cute and funny.It was real nice to see their antics and they seem pretty much comfortable with one another.
We joined them in their exercise where each person had to come to the centre of the circle and come up with one exercise.I was anxious at first but I calmed down when I saw that all of them were supportive.Hahahah and one more thing was that they pronounced our names in a really funny way.My name vanathy bacme onaithy and valanthy.hahahaha and chloe's name bacame sorry or something like that but it was really cute and I was laughing my head off.hahahaha
We also played poison ball.Chloe and I were the first two in the centre and of course we were scared.The old folks really had some good moves.They looked real energetic and some of their kicks were powerful!!!!!hahahhaa cool ain't it?I must sound like some british person=_=heheehhehehe Then we had singing session and I didn't really sing because the songs were in chinese but it was alright actually and in the end we sang The more we get together in both english and chinese version which of course I could sing^^
hahahahaha then I was kinda reluctant to leave them because they looked sad to see us go.One old man held my hand and said,"thank you thank you" and I thanked him back and I was the last to leave and all their goodbyes made me real sad.However I was glad that I had brightened up so many people's day.Oh and during exercising there were 3 or 4 guys who hit each other while doing the exercise,for fun I mean.IT WAS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!They were just like some of us students!!!!!!!!!Hahahaha and there was this guy who took up a lot of space to do the exercise and the guy beside him had this wide-eyed llok which meant to say that he was afraid he might get hit.So cute of them,I miss them=(
Haizzzzz so after I came back I ate and then went jogging with the two typical guys later on.Yea I guess that's pretty much everything and today I'll be going to play badminton=D hahahaha ciao!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 2 dec 2008,11.30 am

sadmadhell.

BLOODY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!Stupid people?!?How can they just go around shooting innocent people like that!?!They even took the life of an innocent Singaporean.If you guys are wondering what I'm ranting about,it's about the Mumbai attacks at the Oberoi Hotel.I seriously think it's damned unfair.
Firstly,I would like to give my deepest condolences to Ms Lo's family and all those who are related to her.I read about her and it's really sad that her life ended this way.She's really pretty and her husband is one good-looking man.They only got married last year and the grief experienced by her husband will be beyond words to describe.It's really saddening that those heartless people just killed her like that.For goodness' sake!!!!!!!!She's just an innocent lady!!!!!!!!
I really really sympathise with the victims and the families of those whose lives were taken.The terrorists looked really young and innocent.However,what they did can never,will never and should never be forgiven.They destroyed the lives of so many people.Tourists who were there on a vacation were all killed.What exactly was going on in their mind?
All of them are humans.What made them do such a heartless thing?How did they manage not to shake at the sight of dead bodies and blood?Whatever they did is definately not human.Even an animal doesn't do such a cruel thing.They have a heart don't they?People are now fighting over which country they came from. Frankly,I don't give a damned.Whether they were from India,Pakistan,Africa or Bangladesh,they took the lives of many innocent people.
Whatever reasons they have is not of concern.Why they did it,who they did it for,I don't care because they can never give back the victims,breathing,back to their loved ones.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling real groggy right now and I suppose it's because I did not get enough sleep last night.Maybe because it was kinda hot and also because of something else which I don't wanna say.Hahaha don't think wrong please=_=I seriously wanna lie down and go to lala land.hehehe^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAHNAVI!!!!!!!!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU LOADS AND SMILE ALWAYS=DDDDDDD
Haizzz since I'm so tired,I didn't have the mood to actually study.How sad!!!!!!!!!!! Argh=ZZZZI'm also having a bad hair day and it's all frizzy.EEWWWWW disgusting much.I seriously need to do something about it.I don't want to look like a mental patient.It's super hot!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh T_T
Oh and I'll be going to VIETNAM!!!!!!!!!!I'll be gone from the 8-12 dec.I'm going with my family not anyone else,lol!So sad,I won't be in Singapore on Taufik's birthday=((((( It's on 10 Dec.Hmmmm I'll wish him when the day nears hahaha=) I know that he doesn't even know me and I'm talking like as though we are very good friends but that's typically me^^Maybe one day I'll get to meet him=D
Haizzz I wanna sleep!!!!!!!!!I think I'd better get going before I sleep on my keyboard.Hahaha kk CIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

101.

Kinda fast that I've alreadt reached 101 posts.hahahaha and I was kinda irritated today morning because our badminton court bookings had to be cancelled as there were some programs going on there.Grrrrr so unfair!!!!!!!I was like so looking forward to it=( Furthermore it was 2 hrs!!!!!!!!!
Well,but all wasn't so bad because my bro,dad and I went jogging in the evening and I think my stamina has improved.Thank god!!!!!!!!!I feel kinda high too after exercising^^hahaha and after that,with perspiring from head to toe,I sat on the floor to watch...........DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!hahaha it was real hilarious.You can imaigne how high I was.Especially when I saw my all-time favourite idol TAUFIK BATISAH!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha I was so damned high but not till the roof fell off,hehe^^
Taufik was the funniest..."That keeps me heh......" hahaha I laughed till I almost cried.crazy much and in the end they earned 25 000 dollars for charity so it's a very goof effort I would say.The last one was crazy man!!!!!The first few words were so cheemology stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!=(((((((((((hahahaha^^
Well that's pretty much summing it up so ciao peeps!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

hmmmm...........

Hi!!!!!!!!!Today was a very tiring day.I went out for luch with my family and we ate at this restaurant called seafood paradise.It was at Defu lane or somewhere there. The food was kinda nice.We ordered chilli crab too,hahahaha and well,I loved the buns,as always=)After that,I felt real full=X
We then went to Tampines Mall.The carpark was really dirty and smelly. Singaporeans can be real inconsiderate at times.Grrrr I was really mad.They should have some manners to at least throw away their litter or waste.I really pity the poor government.All their efforts seem to be going to wast thanks to some people who only think about themselves.
Tampines mall was quite alright.I managed to get a top for myself=) Pretty nice too and my mum was real funny.She was already looking for a prom dress for me!!!hahahaha and I saw many nice ones I got to admit.The purple and violet ones really did stand out.I told my mum that we shouldn't buy so early as there might be nicer ones later on=P
Yea and I was already feeling very sleepy but dad wanted to go to Giant so we went there.We bought a few stuff over there and FINALLY we went home.I'm feeling real drowsy.Haha CIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

neutral.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFREY!!!!!!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND STAY CRAZY FOREVER=DDDDDD DUN GO AND GET ANOTHER GF OR I'LL MAKE SURE YOUR GF KILLS YOU=PPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
hahahaha ok and so the first part of today was bloody hell crappy.I seriously think that Mr Singh was in a bad mood or maybe he just felt like nagging at people. He was seriously getting on my nerves.Chhhhh and yea some parents were really kinda weird.Maybe they should think before they come but well,on the whole they were all quite ok and I managed them alright.
After that,I went home and my aunty had came so I was talking to her and stuff. Then I went to meet Yuting at Kovan MRT to give her something and we talked about some crazy stuff.Hahaha and after that I went to Paya Lebar CC to play badminton with my bro,sis and dad.It was kinda fun and I had a good workout. After that,my dad,bro and I rested and went jogging!!!!!!!!!!Hahaha yea so I exercised alot and I'm feeling a bit high.Endorphins,hahahaha=)
So yea,I guess that's ok and thankfully,no school tomorrow.Hahahaha and I feel guilty for only studying a bit.Nevermind,I'll get active IN STUDYING sooner or later.Till then folks,Adios!!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

just another day.

HELLOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAhahahahaha Ok I'm high again and I'm sorry about that but as you all know,I'm VERY random.hahahaha ok so today I went to make my IC.When they took my pic,the lady asked me to take off my specs as they reflect light.When I saw my pic,I almost fainted.MY EYES WERE SUPER BIGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhh I seriously look like an owl.OMG!?!
wahhhhhhhhh I felt like crying(lol?)but I didn't and there weren't many people at the centre.It wasn't like what Shakila and Shermaine told me.There were very little actually.The photo taking and registration took barely half an hour.Thank goodness or I'll feel real restless.Haha ok.
After that I followed mum to Little India and we seriously splurged over there. Hahaha,can you believe it?My mum splurging?Crazy ain't it?haahahaha yup it was mostly or actually almost all except for two,hair and facial products.Yup,you guessed it right.Vain girls.hahahaha well,everyone wants to look nice=)
Then after that we rested and in the evening we went to heartland mall to buy badminton racquets.We(my siblings and I) went with dad.Hahahaha and we bought torchlight for me and walkie-talkies which don't seem to be working for those two peeps.So now I'm bored and I simply can't seem to get motivated to study.Ahhhhhhhh 'o' levels is creeping me out=X I'd better go.Ciao=D

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 24 Nov,9.10 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANJAY!!!!!!!!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND HERE'S A SONG FOR YOU.
HAPPY B'DAY TO YOU
HAPPY B'DAY TO YOU
HAPPY B'DAY TO SANJAY
HAPPY B'DAY TO YOU
=DDDDDDDDDD
LOVE YA GODBROTHER!!!!!!!!!SMILE ALWAYS=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

tireddddd

Like hell man!!!!!!!!I'm so freaking tired.I went to sch yeaterday for the same thing again and when to the library later on.Then I had tuition after which I went for violin.Ahhhhhhhhhh so damned tired and I feel like sleeping.Anyway,I did the phy mcq paper again and scored much better although it's not full marks=(
Well,actually I don't know what to say except that I want to sleep and sleep.Haha I know I'm getting lazier but sorry!!!!!!!!!!I hope Jah has come back cos I'm missing her like mad.There's no one to make me laugh.There's vin but he is pretty boring because his life revolves around anime and games=_=
Okok I've got nothing else to crap about.Maybe later so ciao!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Super girl.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Finally,the toruture is over=)))))))hahhaahaha wait, let me wish CLARENCE A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA MAY GOD BLESS U!!!!!!!!!Yup and let's hope for better days ahead^^
Well,i went to school for the publicity week thingy.It was damned tiring I swear.I am so worn out now.The parents asked many questions and man,I totally worked out my brains.They had a very good exercise today.Hahahaha^^Well,I seriously think that the cleaners,security guards and some teachers in our school are really nice and of course,cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehehehahahahohoho=D
Miss Fauziah was really funny.I asked her if she had a bf and she was like,this kind of questions also must ask!I have schedule you know!?!Hahaha she's really very cute.Then I told Mrs Ho that Shermaine said that her husband was handsome and she said thank you for the compliment.Hahaha really very funny I would say.Yea,we kinda ate alot although we were real busy=X
Hahs,so I guess that's about all for now and I wanna die so CIAO!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

haizzz...........

Let me start by wishing my dad a very happy brithday.Hhahaha,hpe for better days ahead and may god bless you=)I went to school today.I wanted to call Mr Lim and used my hp.Mr Singh caught me and he asked me why,blahblahblah and den he asked me to see him and get my hp from him after sch.
So after that,I did the pinning up of posters with some of the sec 2 councillors.It was damned tiring,I swear.We finished at around 3 plus.We had free lunch because Ivan said that there was leftovers and he gave us.Thx=D Then,I got my hp back from Mr Singh and I went with Yvonne and Hazel to buy bubbletea.
Then when I got off at my stop,I went to buy my dad's b'day present.So,yea,I was perspiring like crazy.Thank goodness I went home before it got any hotter.So like that's a lot for half a day and I think we're going to go out to eat later so ciao!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Bloody hell.

I feel like typing away vulgarities non-stop.Arghhh!!!!!My mum's seriously pissing me off.Why is your skirt so short,why is your shirt not tucked in,don't spoil our reputation,blahblahblah.Oh puh-leese,if my skirt is short,then she should see other girls.I think she'll die of a heart attack.(touch wood)Yea,I know I dun really tuck in my shirts but my uniform blouse,I do.
Seriously,I dun even think we have a very big reputation in the first place.So what if she's a teacher.She can ask my teachers and know if I'm a troublemaker or not. No teacher would ever say that about me,that's confirmed.Some students will cos you know,there're are people who say I'm a flirt behind my back.Well,I don't care because I know it's not true.
So,yea,I hate that she nags and controls me so much.It's not like I've got a boyfriend or something right!?!If she suspects then I've got nothing to say.I only have the truth which is no.So,nvm,I dun care about this bloody thing anymore.I don't want it to affect me too much.Crap to this.
Ok,today I went for the meeting with Mrs Koh.Yuting came along too and yea pretty much ok I suppose.Thanks Yuting for the bubbletea.Much appreciated=) I really think Yuting and I have alot in common and we can talk forever.Hahaha I really enjoy being with her=) loves!!!!!!=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Haha,ok,so went for violin and just came back.That's all,Ciao!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Fcuk

Please take note that my title is not any form of vulgarity.Ok,first,the not so bad things.Enrolment and promotion ceremony was quite ok.I'm really sad that Tz,stef and chloe couldn't come.Well,yea so I got my CL rank and Amanda gave passed me the red thingy to wear around the uniform.After that we made chocolate truffles which Mdm Diana taught us how to make.We ate like pigs after that and yea it was pretty much fun.
It would have been a great day if Mr Ry hadn't looked for me.However,he did and it was regarding the camp.Ok,I did sign up for it but I went to Jap and when I came back I didn't get any consent form and wadever.Nick told me about it and then I realised it clahed with my enrolment day so I told Nick to tell Mr Ry that I wouldn't be able to make it.But I guess he forgot so yea Mr Ry told me he had to fork out about $125 for me.That made me feel real bad.
Please don't take me wrong.The blame was not on Nick,is not on him and will never be on him.It's my fault.I should have gone and seen Mr Ry myself.I feel very irresponsible.Furthermore,I'm representing council and gg.I feel like slapping myself right now.I really am a very blur person,I swear.I'm more blur than any of my classmates and friends.I bet that's true.
You see,when you first get to know me,you wouldn't notice it at all.The reason is simply because my blurness(excuse my eng) is just far too serious.All the others who are blur are known that they are blur but they don't get into any big mess.I do and well,I hate it.I guess I still don't know how to think for myself and do the right stuff.Yea I know that I've not lost a bit of credibility,but alot.
I really want to apologize for letting down council and guides.People already have a negative perspective of guides an d now,I guess it's worse.Sorry has no cure so I wun bother saying it.However,to all those who read my blog,be true to your words. Like Mr Ry said,do what you say you will do.Don't back out and if you do,do it in a manner where people will not disrespect you.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

It ain't easy.

Can someone remind me why,why did I take up the post of a CL?I seriously am going to die soon.This bloody hell sucks ok?Tomorrow is enrolment day and I'm going crazy.Everyone is losing stuff and they're asking me what to do about it. What to do?Go and find people YOURSELF!Like,do I go around asking people to aske around for ME if they have extra stuff?No!!!!!!!
This is so damned******up.Ok,but I'm not mad at anyone,so don't get the wrong idea but I'm freaking stressed and I feel like collapsing any moment.Next thing is that this girl guide is NOT coming for enrolment ceremony tomorrow BECAUSE her parents don't let her.Reason:She has tuition and that's more important.What the bloody hell?!?This is so damned unfair!!!!!!!She wants to come,ok?
Why is it all bothering me so much?It's because I care for them and I really want the best for guides.I seriously want to cry right now.I think Amanda is mad at me or maybe just one word:disappointed.I'm really sorry,I guess I didn't do enough for guides,I'm a lousy leader.I suck.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

sunday............

Yoyoyoyoyoyo!!!!!!!!!Lol!!!!!!!!Hahaha actually today is a contrast to yesterday. I've never been this bored before=_=" Although I know that I'm always bored but today is worse.I went for my religious class and I think I wasted my precious 3 hours.ZZZZZZZ...........ok I know I shouldn't say that but at least I would be studying or sleeping which are both beneficial to MY life=D
At least I had some kinda awkward but nice moments over there.I shall not elaborate because if this person finds out my blog,I'm doomed.Although I highly doubt that the person will.Still,I'm not gonna take the risk.Hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!Ok so now I'm here typing away nothing but plain crap because today is an exceptionally boring day.*SiGH!*
I think I should study more instead of wasting my time on that math paper my mum gave me because I forgot everything and there're so many graphs to sketch.I am lazy to do so.Ok,so today,I swear to myself that I'll start on my geog homework and at least finish 2 qns before touching my comp switch.I need to be focused so if I touch the comp between 7-9 pm,I need someone to chase me away.
Hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!Just kidding,I'll be able to finish my work first.I can control myself=D hehe^^Tomorrow I've to go for guides and I'm looking forward to seeing my fav senior,AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!Haha,love ya girl^^Ciao!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 16 Nov,5.30 pm

Manic Saturday^^

Haha 2 posta in one day!!!!!!It seriously means I've a lot of things happening.As it's my bro's birthday,we went out to eat.We actually wanted to go to Seoul Garden but it seemed to have disappeared0.o? So we ended up eating at some hawker centre in Ang Mo Kio but it was quite nice actually.Then we came home and ate ice-cream.I felt so bloated=_=
Today was my first private tuition session.I went to the MRT to pick Li Ping and brought her to my house.It was quite a meaningful session actually and she went through my EOY Physics paper.I realised all the stupid mistakes I made.I mixed up all the concepts,guess I was too stressed.However,I was really surprised that she didn't criticise me about anything,though she never does.
That's one thing I like about her.That's why I don't mind having tuition.Thank god for such a nice teacher.We talk about everything under the sun,hahaha.=) Well,after that,I went jogging with Dad.Thankfully,I an fitter now.Last session,I was like some sick dog which was going to die any second.lol!!!!!But yea,I feel better now and I was kinda mad just now because I was reflecting about certain stuff.I came to realise that,why should I take everything on my shoulders?Why should I worry about others when THEY don't care.I seriously got pissed off and yea,some asked me to cool down but it's not easy.Ciao!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 15 Nov,9.25 pm.

Crazy monkey and bestie

Alright!!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRAZY BRO!!!!!!!!!!!It's his birthday today=)))))YOU'RE FINALLY THIRTEEN!!!!!!!!!!HOPE YOU WILL GROW TALLER(i HOPE i GROW TOO;D) AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU=))))))))))sTOP DISTURBING ME JUS COS IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY,OK?HEHEHOHOHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha,ok,now that's done.Yesterday I went for guides but in the end,it was cancelled because all the teachers were not in school and Mrs Koh did not give Julia's name to the security guard so she could not get in.Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!I swear that I told Mrs Koh that we were having practiced in school on that friday.When Julia called mrs Koh,she insisted that it was on Monday.
WTH?!?Then all the guides' trip was wasted.So,we went to TPY central to have lunch at long John's silver.My first time eating there=_= The guy cashier there was really hilarious.He kept making fun of Yuting.Then Yuting scolded him back but he still continued,haha crazy guy.After that,the sec 1 guides were going to Beach road to change their boots and stuff so Yuting && I just asked them to go there safely.I'm not sure if she followed them but see,she's also doing alot of stuff for guides,especially ensuring their safety.
After that I went with Jeff because I actually wanted to see his gf but she didn't come because she was leaving for Australia the next day.So we just walked around as he wanted to buy a goodie bag.Oh && it's his sis b'day today too!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha so yea after buying the goodie bag,we went home.Nothing else to do though so yea, I'm done and I think Vincent is a boring bestie^^=P

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 15 Nov,10.45 am

B'day boy and life

Hello peeps!!!!!!!Well,let me start by wishing my all-time friend since Sec 1,Ram,a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!!!! Alright,you're finally fifteen and I am very sure you will grow taller which you will like alot,I know=PPPPPP hahahahhaha ok and party hard,make sure you're crazier than the partyyyyy!!!!!!!!!hahahaha g'day mate=DDDDD
Now back to my life.Hahahaha well my life is pretty much the same just that I had terrible flu yesterday and I was damned irritated!!!!!!!Thank goodness I'm feeling better today.Oh and I was so emo over the fact that I had not exercised and thankfully,I'm starting to get back to my regime.Phew!!!!I don't want to become a big fat piggie!!!!!!!=(((((((((((((((( hahahahahaha^^
So,I have to study now and yea I've been studying more each day and I know I've got a lot in my hands right now.I'm not sure if I want to go for prom night because I've to pay $45.If it's free,I wouldn't mind going but I don't think it's worth it for me to go,i mean I'm not the one graduating.I can always go next year and besides, this is not important for me.I have 'o' levels to overcome.T_T
Well,that's all for now I suppose,and so,Adios!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 13 November,10.15 am

freak.

I wanna drop dead.I'm so damned tired.SS was supposed to be for an hour but it went on for about 2hrs and 15 mins.I don't blame her though.It's better for us to finish it off in one shot anyway.I met Mrs Koh in the morning and yea we discussed about gg and hahs she asked me not to be so humble.hahahaha and I told her that I didn't really do a very big thing,it just happened that I had done it before.haha but she can be quite nice too.She's just a bit busy && stuff,that's all.
Sorry if you guys don't get what I'm talking about because I'm too lazy to type out all the details,=PPPPP Don't worry,it's nothing very important.hahahaha and I found out some wonderful stories about Muru,lol!!!!!!!He has two doggies!!!!!!I love dogs!!!!!!!I so wanna see them but I want to see everyone's dogs so it's more or less my dog-crazy mind taking over me.Muahahahaha woofwoof!!!!
I so hope that Sanjay and Muru do not see this because they already call me a dog,and if they see this,I'll be so doomed=X lalalalalalala hahahaha!!!!!!Too high,I know.Nick was trying to explain to me about that very daring sentence of his and I didn't really listen;P It's Vin's fault!!!!!!!!!!!He corrupted my kind mind.Hmph!!! Crazy boyyyy!!!!!!!!!haha well,that's all for today!!!Ciao!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

lalalalalalala

My daddy's house’s virginity has been taken away by two girls bathing together. This is so super daring.T_T hahahaha sicko!!!!!Btw thank you CW && Vin for the prezzies.Luv ya!!!!lalalala I like that sentence.My daddy's house's virginity has been taken away by two girls bathing together.hahahaha^^

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Bonjour.

hello peeps!!!!!!!!!!I'm here to advertise a science site to all of you guys.It is set up by my tuition teacher,Liping!!!!!!!!!!!It's linked at the side as fun science and here's the address just in case,www.beamthescience.blackapplehost.com So whaddya waiting for?Go && check it out.It's super cool ok,there's even some fun facts which I never knew about,so hurry uppppppp!!!!!!haha^^
Well,actually,that's all I wanted to do,advertise her webbie because she really put in a lot of effort and I think the website's pretty cool.I hope all of you people out there will give her your support too=) Adios!!!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERA!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERA!!!!!!!!woohoo!!!!!!You're fifteen and sadly I don't have any photos of you but it's the thought that counts^^Here's a post just for you and I hope you like it because.............IT'S FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!hahahaha I really have to thank you for being my running buddy=)It's because of you that I actually enjoyed running and of course volleyball=DDDDDD Hope we can play together real soon and run too=) May god bless you!!!!!!!!!

Posted on 7 Nov,9.55 am

another day,another moment of life

Well,(I realised I use a lot of 'well's),hahs I am pretty much bummed at myself for not studying so I guess I need some inspiration to start.Some people have already completed their homework and have started to study for next year while I'm here slacking away.T_T I'd better get started before I regret.
So,ermmmmmmm...........I have seriously nothing to write in here because like my life's pretty much the same?Furthermore,it's the holidays and what do you expect me to write?My friends are still in OBS and some are already overseas and I don't know when all of them will be back.I'm bored outta my skull.
Maybe I should write some essays or something since I love to write.Oh && btw,I suggest you people out there go read Stephen King's books.They are totally thrilling and not to mention, awesome!!!!!!!!I just read his book which is entitled Desperation.According to the book,desperation is the spirit of one's unbelief which I thought about && it kinda made sense.Don't you guys think so?
The book has got to do about God and some supernatural stuff which is hard to explain but once you read the book,you'll understand everything because the language used is pretty much simple.Another thing is something weird which I feel is right to say now that a few days have already passed by.I still get the shivers when I think about it but I wanna share it with all of you guys.
I swear to all of you that what I'm gonna say is entirely true.The day before my birthday at around 11.30 ++pm,I heard someone using the computer at the computer place.I heard typing on the keyboard.I supposed that it was my mum because she usually uses the computer && at times for very late.Although I knew that my mum was asleep,I just guessed that she must have woken up to check something in th computer.However,I was in my bed and still smsing my friends so I was just making assumptions.But when the clock ticked twelve and my phone vibrated,the typing and all sounds stopped.I checked my phone and it was birthday messages from my friends.I replied them and slept.
The next day,my dad asked me and my mum if we had used the computer and we both said no.I was kinda surprised cos I thought mum was using it.Then dad said that he heard someone using the comp and I said I heard it too.But all of us were asleep or in our beds at least except dad who was downstairs watching TV.He went up to check at around 12 and saw no one.Well,so I know that there was something fishy && the weird thing is that it's the first time this has happened.I have heard many weird sounds before but none of my other family members heard that.So I don't really want to say what I think it is but I know what all of you will think.I really hope this will not happen again.
What bothers me most is that it happened before my b'day and stopped exactly at 12 midnight which would be my b'day already.I am still investigating and I so want to get to the bottom of this.May God be with me.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 7 Nov,9.50 am

An eye opener.

Well,I'm posting in my fav colour because Democrat Barack Obama won!!!!!!!!!!Man I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!Woohoo!!!!!!!I was already anticipating that he would win from the start && I like kinda got irritated by all this huha stuff.I mean it's Obvious that he'll win && they took so longggggg.haha so here is a hearty congratulation from me=DDDDDDD
Oh && I saw First Lady Michelle Obama's outfit && I was like OHMYGAWD!!!!!It was totally fabulous,it made her look so glam!!!!!!!It really suited her and I think it brings out her features too.Well,that's my opinion,others may choose to disagree with me but well,she's super pretty ,so yea.
Hahs looks like this post is all American talk but hey,isn't that what all of us have been talking about.It's like the HOT topic around here && it'll take some time to die out.Ok,now what I'm gonna say is NOT to do with racism/religionism(?)/ nationalism(?).I'm gonna talk about fairness,that's all.I mean why is it that people criticize someone because of their looks,colour or their accent.Trust me, people still do that.
Hell yea,I mean I face criticism too && well,sometimes I do get hurt but deep down inside,I think,so what?It's not going to do anything to me,it's just words and nothing else.It's not going to affect my life in anyway.Although most of the criticism I get is for fun and laughter which I just laugh off because I know the person doesn't mean it that bad(or maybe he does?),not all can take it in their stride.Some go into extreme measures and that's how wars and racial riots come about.It all start with a small joke which just seems like nothing.
So,what I'm trying to say is,accept everyone for who they are.If you really can't stand the person for whatsoever reasons,just Shut up ,it won't hurt to just keep it to yourself right?I'm not referring to any individual here,I'm jus referring to the general world population.Sorry for the pep talk but I think it's something I've always wanted to say.We all say we want peace but what is the point if you continue to hurt others' feelings.Sometimes we don't really mean it but if we are in the person's shoes,how would we feel?
As President Barack Obama says,girl,boy,gay,lesbian,tall,short,white,black,abled, disabled,it does not matter.(I changed here && there)We are all humans and we were all born into this world so why not we celebrate our similarities and embrace our differences?That's all.Adios!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 6 Nov

soon.

Hello=))))))))I went to school today to discuss about the 30-week progamme with Mrs Koh.It ended much faster than expected,hahhhahaha=)I've gotta lot of work to do now but nevermind,I'll try my best to finish it.I guess it's not as tough as I expected but next year's gonna be a really busy year with studies && guides.I really hope that I will be able to cope well.
Hmmmm...........I saw Vincent && he gave me that smirk because he thought I'll suffer but hahahaha too baddddd...............I was not suffering=PPPPP Nahhhh I'm just kidding about that suffering stuff.I heard that there's a wasp nest in school. o.O?dangerous much?!? No wonder I see so many wasps in school nowadays.The only reason I'm scared of bees && wasps are because they sting.If they don't,I wouldn't give a beeswax about them.
Oh && I'm really feeling guilty for not wishing the higher chinese students good luck for their 'O' level chinese paper today.Well,if you guy haven't finished the paper,here's wishing you guys all the best=)Jiayou!!!!!!!If you have finished,I hope all of you did well && I'm sure you guys did,so don't worry!!!!=DDDDD
Ok,I think I've ran out of things to say again.So bye!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 5 Nov

get me outta here.

Ok I'm officially stressed.Why am I like having to do so many things!!!!!!!!Btw,this post is not gonna be blaming you ong yuting;)You did a lot && many thanks=D Ok back to my ranting,it's like everything's thrown to me && I'm expected to finish up all && it has to be perfect.I mean puh-leese,no one can do everything perfectly && I hate being stressed up like this.If it was gonna be this hard I would have just given up my rank to whoever wants it.I'm not saying that I hate my rank but sometimes there's just too much stuff for me to do && to think that I've to keep up the image of guides as well,it's not easy.
To be honest,I'll be real glad when I pass out,more like relieved actually BUT I love guides && that's my honest opinion too.Maybe if my rank wasn't so stressful,I would really love guides more than anything but well,sadly it is stressful.Still,I will do my very best while I hold this rank because it's something I'm entrusted in && whom Amanda=) has put all her her hope on.So,I will continue to do as much as I can for guides until I pass on my rank to another person.
Well,I guess now that I've done ranting I can peacefully go and study which I keep failing to do=_='Btw,thank you Clarence for the cutsy soft toys && Xiaozhen for the sweets^^I wrote her name in bold italic letters cos she wished me a belated happy b'dae too oh && Shermaine,Nicholas and Mr Amos Goh,thanks for the wish too=D
Today,kelvin,me,mel,huei min,nick,clarence && Vincent went out.They actually just wanted to go out to eat but I wanted to buy my bro a birthday present so I just went with them.We ate at ichiban && gave all our leftovers to the guys^^Hueimin and I shared tempura ice-cream && it was DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!I bought my bro a b'day present(will not be said what;P) && then went home. My mum smsed me if buying him a b'day present was my my excuse for going out && I was like super mad because I really did go out to buy him a b'day present.Then I smsed her back some stuff and she smsed me back ok,lol.We aren't talking now but who cares?!?I mean it's just 2 days after my b'day && she's like this.Whatever!!!!
Well,I came home && slept && after that did my phy 2008 'o' level paper && surprisingly,it wasn't as hard as I thought it was.haha I think I can get A1^^Nah I'm just joking;) Oh && happy birthday wanlin=DDDDD stay smart;)Ok,so I think that's all so I'd better get going now,ciao!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 4 Nov,6.20pm

heh heh

Ok,now my birthday is officially over but there are still people who wished me so let me write their names in bold italic letters.They are Shahnas,Yuting, Ram,Kelvin,Xin Hui,Chia Yu && Kenny.Haha thank you people=DDDD Much appreciated and I love you all.Btw,Ong Yuting,you didn't have to scold me so much for not telling you when my b'dae is you know.hahaha it was really funny to see your reaction=P hahs but it was real nice talking to you again and we seem to never run out of things to say=D
Well,Kelvin Quah,I did not celebrate my birthday with Vincent,I celebrated it with my mum,dad,bro && sis.You kuku!!!!!Hahaha you came to sch for no reason right?hahaha jkjk=PPPPPPPPP Ok so hmmmmmmm.............I ran out of things to say except that I've witnessed too many betrayals && Idk what to do.
I mean puh-leese,I too have many problems and I do help you out but you just leave me to do everything.Where were you when I needed you?You are just another face in the crowd to me now,someone I don't know but talk to.Idk why of all people I went with you but now I have come to realise that there are many more people out there who treat me better.
I would really apprecitae it if you would come back but you don't seem like you are so it's alright.I have others who help me more.Thank you for opening my eyes. Don't come back,thank you.Ciao.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 3 Nov,2008,12.10 am

Realization.

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!I have to say a huge thank you to all of you who wished me a happy birthday.I really apprecitae it.A special thank you goes out to all those who wished me at midnight,hahaha=D Your names should be written in huge bold italic letters over here.They are Clarence,Stefanie,Vincent,Sera,Chloe Tan,Phoebe,Yuhui,Kek Yun and Melissa Lim.Thanks a million guys && to those who wished me today,your names should be written in bold italic letters as well.They are Jahnavi,Cheng Woon,Doreen and Pavithra.To those who will wish me later,I'm sorry for not writing your names but maybe I will later on if I have the time.Oh && Clarence wants me to hao lian to all of you that he was the first to wish me happy birthday.Haha but yea,he is the first && thanks to all of you guys once again.
This is a very hyper && messy post but who cares?!?hahahaha && those who wished me happy birthday in my cbox Thank You=D I really didn't expect anyone to remember my birthday but so many people did && they even wished me at midnight.I love you all,guys=)May god bless all of you for making this birthday a memorable one for me.Adios!!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Posted on 2 Nov,sunday(the dates are all one day before in my blog idk why)

wadever anything

I ran out of titles so yea,I just put the two words as my title.I went out to eat today with my family.We went to borrow books from the library first then went to Swensens(I won't say where).We went in && were like waiting to order for so long. My dad got frustrated && so we just left.Then we went to Jack's Place where service was much better.My parents were like asking me to choose what I wanted because they considered it my early birthday treat.Hahs,but we all ended up sharing as always=)I was very full,haha;D
After that was pretty much boring,I failed to continue studying because I was reading my storybooks^^I just realised that I'm in love with the song love story by taylor swift.It just happens to be the kind of song I can sing over and over again && still love it.I guess I like country music,hahs.Nah..........I think it's most probably cos I always had this kind of fairytale dreams so yea,I got hooked onto this song.A dream inside a song=DDDDDD
Maybe it makes me think of him && yea I do get kinda let down but I really wanna move on.I mean,we liked each other before && it was obvious but now,I really don't know && I wish it was like before.I really wanna know because if he doesn't have it for me,I can let go.Please,tell me,I need to know.You meant everything to me and nothing can change that until you say you have let go.
Haizzzzz............tomorrow is another day,so let whatever that's gonna happen,happen.Ciao;D

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

hey oh

Arghhhh!!!!!!!!!I'm feeling uber stressed.Being a CL is so not easy,I've got so much stuff to do right now && next year is my 'o' levels.Sigh!Idk what to do!!!!!!Nvm,I'll try my very best until I pass out.It's my duty.Btw,I would like to thank all those who appreciated the gifts I bought for them.It makes me happy to see you guys happy.I was afraid that you might not like them but you all made me feel like I bought all of you a diamond ring.Thanks once again.
I'm trying to study very hard for next year because I can't afford to get any more B grades,I've got to get more As,at least 3 more As.6 A's means 6 pts which is good enough.So I'm not gonna slack too much && I've really gotta put i my utmost effort because the going's gonna get tough.
To you,I really am upset about the way you changed.You don't care about me anymore,what happened to friends forever?You have others and you neglect those who have been beside you all the while.You act.lie.cry.I've never seen you this way before,I will and can never trust you again.Goodbye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Japan timeeeee~~

Well konnichiwa to all of you hunks && babes.The photos will be posted uber soon but experiences are gonna be poster right this instant.muhahahaha!!!!!!!!Well, let's see,when I first landed in Japan I felt the super cool breeze blowing my hair. It was really cold,mind you.I was kind of tired so I slept on the bus.We visited quite a few places and I liked harajuku because it was a real change in culture. Peeps over there were like punkrockers in bands singing heavy metal songs.It was damned noisy but hey,it's the experience that counts.

We went shopping at harajuku street and I bought some stuff.Dear Melissa was on a shopping spree as usual;P hahahaha but overall,not bad.Later when we got to the hotel,we had a bath && had a debrief with Mr Cheng and we kinda improved our behaviour the following days.We also practiced our performance.

Well the other days were all loads of fun too.Visiting Mt Fuji was real cool.The gila guys took off their shirts and Mdm Jeerah took a photo.It was like 10 degrees celsius over there!!!!!!!Man,they're nuts.Haha then there was the oh-so-loved hot spring where you go in wearing nothing.haha lol,Mel was totally crazy about it, but it was nice and first time so quite fun.
There was also the fish market which reminded me of singapore,haha but it was very crowded especially with some kinda vehicles carrying fish.Well,good xperience and after that was..................DISNEYSEA!!!!!!!!!!weehoo!!!!=DDDDD haha,sim yee,mel,me && emily went on the rides like over 14 times!!!!!!!It was real fun,I loved the ride Journey to the centre of the earth and the 360 degree ride.I really love it,I wanna go back!!!!!!!!!!wahhhhhhhhh,hahs then was my long awaited visit to Mutsuzawa.It was really great seeing all my Jap mates again and we had a lot of fun,especially the cooking cos we got to eat^^hahs,then we cleaned the hall && my first host's house,Misaki was really wonderful.
The family was really fun-loving and were constructively noisy.I felt very much at home.They had two cute little girlies,2 years old and 1 year old.The older one kept saying Konnichiwa.After I hugged her,do you what she said?Konnichiwa!!!!!haha then they brought us out to eatand that day we slept at 1am!!!!!!!!haha,the next day we harvested rice and it was totally muddy with all kinds of insects and even lobsters,frogs && crabs!!!!!!Can you believe that I actually went in && did not scream even once.I'm totally afraid of all this but I guess I overcame it && Sin Yi && I were racing.Btw,Sorry Sim Yi for all the mishaps.I'll give you a dollar,alright? Sorryyyyyyyyyyyy=((((I didn't mean it.
Mayumi was my other host and her house was bigggggg cos her father's a businessman and it was quiet compared to Misaki's.However I loved talking to her dad and I really miss those times Mayumi,mel && I were playing the video game, Mario tennis.It was funnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!HAHA!!!!!!The last day was a tearjearking day && I really miss all of them.When we were on the bus,the guys ran after the bus && I seriously cried.I was damned sad.I miss you all guys,hope to meet all of you again.Email will be sent,I promise.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

I wanna sleep!!!!!!!!

Ok,I'm like super damned sleepy that I can fall off my chair any moment.I slept at 4am yesterday!!!!!!!Arghhhh!!!!!!Because of the camp,duhhhhhh...........Me,Sanjay, Pavithra,Shahnas && Muru were staying up at the fourth floor outside the IT resource room which is super freaky alright.It's not that we wanted to but cos we were finding Pavi,Shah && Muru so yea we met them there.
We were just playing some lame games and singing songs all the way till 3am && throughout everything that Muru kept scaring me.WTH?!? I was seriously freaked out by being in the fourth floor && he has to make it worse by saying "Hey!!!!!Why do I see an extra hand over there?!?"I was damned scared ok?It made my heart skip a beat,seriously,I didn't scream or anything though.He was scaring me with more stuff and I was seriously on the verge of crying.
We went back down at 3am and Sanjay,shah && I slept.After awhile,about 4am,I went back to the AVA room to sleep.Pavi && Muru were up the whole night,how amazing.I would have died,honest.Surprisingly I managed to wake up in the morning but throughout lessons I was nodding off.Even during phy SPA while holding the sensor of the data logger.=_=! wadever I wanna go off now cos I'm sleepy so ciao!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

tired..................

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!I'm so freaked out!!!!!!!!My comp is crazy,I can't upload pics from my camera!!!!!!!!wahhhhhh i wanna cry=( Argh && I still have to go for council camp later on and I'm having flu.Dammit!!!!!!Sanjay has a headache too && he doesn't feel like going but I asked him to go cos his gd friends are going too so it's better if he goes.
Haizz looks like I've to wait before I post about my experiences in Japan,no pics=no post.=( Short post again so ciao!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Sayonara Japan

Hahahaha welcome moi back yo!!!!!!!!!JAPAN RULES!!!!!!!!!wahahaha I'm so happy but I want to go back!!!!!!!hahs I will post my experiences some other time cos today's a busy day because it's DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!woohoo!!!!Happy Deepavali to all of you guys && may god bless.Love ya && signing off now!!!!!ADIOS=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Konnichiwa Japan

I'm leaving to Japan tonight && I would really give anything to make my parents stop spoiling my mood.I'm going to be fifteen,pls leave me to myself.Thank you.I want to bade goodbye to all my friends,I'll be back soon.Bye.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Spoiler.

Konbanwa;) Sad to say,I'm pissed off right now.I'm like wth?!?When I lie,they believe me but when I tell the truth,they don't believe me.What am I to do when my uniform is like that?It's not my fault,she washed it and I took it clean out of my closet.Kore wa nandesuka?!?Crappy,&& they ask me to keep quiet.Go && die man,I'm telling the freaking truth!!!!!!!!!
Ok,happy stuff now.I love SS!!!!!!!!!Omg omg I seriously can't believe it,I got 40/50 for SS!!!!!!!Instead of geog pulling me up,SS pulled me up.So that means I got 73/100,I rule!!!!!!!!hahahahahahaha,cool huh? lol && eng is loves too,I got 71/100 so heyy,I got 2 more As.So lets see,1 A1,3 A2,3 B4 and 1 C6.So chem is the spoiler but heyy, the rest are quite good.4 distinctions are wayy nore than I expected so yea,pretty alright.I'm proud of myself=)
I stayed back for no reason cos my EAS shift was cancelled.That idiotic Rafiee didn't bother to give me a call.Hmph!!!Nvm,I had great fun with Pavithra && Shahnas,we talked about a lot of stuff && it's really cool having them around.We did have a few heart to heart talks which I really loved.When we went back to council room,after going to mac^^,we did many funny stuff like writing our names on the board && the guys one as well.We took photos && also of jeff,hahas!!!!!!!It was damned fun but er they felt kinda bad.
They didn't inform Muru && couldn't get him neither,we missed him by like 10 mins when we came back.How sad,nvm,sry muru.Gomennasai;P haha,sry about the few Jap words but I'm going to Jap 2mrw night && so I need to practice.haha so ppl esp my darling frens,both guys && girls,don't miss me too much;) hahaha jkjk,but I'll try to get something for my besties if possible.Loves,gtg,Ciao=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

just 2 more.

Heya peeps!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!I'm extremely elated!!!!!!!!!I am super proud of myself. Man,I rockkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahaha,I passed physics!!!!!!!!!&& it wasn't just a pass,mind you,a B4=DDDDDDDDD This is the best day everrrrrr.........though I still have 2 more parts of 2 papers to get back && I'm scared.Ok,so now my results will have another B4.I got 61/100,much higher than my 53 in mid-year.So, I really am proud of myself.I got back SS SEQ && I got 21/25 for it.Very good for me but before Miss Leow gave me back my paper,she was reading it for so long && she kept shaking her head.I seriously thought I failed,thank goodness I didn't.I think that she probably doesn't agree with Mrs Yang's marking.
I got back one part of Eng Compre && I got 9/12.Pretty good too,I suppose.I guess the papers I got back today were quite happy papers,hahs!!!I really have to say that most of my efforts paid off,thank you God.Well,many peeps were crying cos they didn't do well for phy but hey guys,relax,it's alright.Don't worry too much,may god bless you all.
I stayed back for Council Metting && Jap rehearsal.The food ordered for the meeting satisfied my hunger;P hahahaha,Jap rehearsal was more serious this time around although the guys solo was very funny.=P I think I'm addicted to singing && songs,hahs!All because of Mel lim;P hahahaha!!!!!!!Ok,I think I'm laughing way too much but hey,bear with me,kays? I can't wait to tell Liping my marks!!!!!!!WEEHOO!!!!!!!I thank her for having faith in me.
Btw,I think I'm being a nice friend cos today morning I happened to take the same bus at the same time with that guy I said about in the previous post.Let's call him X shall we? The reason I don't want to reveal his name is not because I've a crush on him(no way!!!!!!),it's just because I don't want any rumours to start.Yea,but well it was kinda awkward,cos we didn't know what to say when walking to school. Not because we were shy but cos this is the FIRST time I'm walking with him.I usually pretend not to see him && vice versa.ok,so yea,maybe next time we can talk normally,Idk wad to talk about though=_="
Hahs,k now I'm scared for the remaining part of the Eng paper && SS SBQ which is said to be badly done.OMG!!!!!!!Now,I'm terrified.God!!!!!Please bless me.Oh && today is Yizhen's b'day so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!May god bless you!!!!!!loves && keep smiling;) haha,Adios!!!!!!!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy

Just a little but more.

I'll be so damned glad when today's over.It's a super sucky day.I did pass all the overall for wadever papers given today but they are still sucky.E geog-63/100,E Math-62/100 && Tamil-77/100.Yea so I got 2 B4 and 1 A1.So far the only As I've gotten are for A Math && Tamil.T_T sucky much?!? Stupid Vincent,complain so much still can get so damned high.GO AND DIE!!!!!!!!!(am not angry)
Well,today 2 ladies came from the DCC,some communication thingy && I had to go for it.Shermaine,me,georgia && brenda.Thankfully,only Brenda && Georgia had to talk,Shermaine && I followed behind.Kinda tired though.I feel so weak and I heard he passed A Math,Shermaine told me.Well,gd for him;) I've to say that I've never been this tired my entire life,I love tomorrow although I'm dreading the results for phy,SS && Eng.I'm freaking scared && I really am counting on Eng to make me smile.However,I've got a feeling it isn't,as always.
So lets see my grades,so far,shall we?I've got 1 A1,1 A2,3 B4 && 1 C6.Well,pretty crappy huh?Too bad for me I guess,that's how dumb I am.Wish me luck for tomorrow!!!!!!Oh && I feel glad that I am treating this guy as a friend && I don't hate him anymore.No,I don't have a crush on him,I was kinda bad to him before but now I'm nicer.hhaahaha,kk,Ciao!

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy