crazzzyyyyyyyyyy dayyyyyyyyyyyy

Hey, I'm exhausted. I managed to do almost all of my E Math TYS && well A Math I can't be bothered but I did until unit 6 or 7. I started from morning all the way to like at night 7 pm!!!!!!!!!! Man, I only stopped to eat && er.........go toilet? I'm so proud of myself.Never did this much before.Ok, so now there's this thing that's bothering me.What exactly is love? I mean I know that love is complicated.Everyone has their own version of love.When you keep thinking about a person and no matter how hard you try to brush the thought away, it keeps coming back && you really dunno what it means.
When this person is near you or talks to you && your heart starts to go on a marathon, what does it mean? People say that's love but then what's the point when you dunno if the person feels the same way about you? What is a crush then? When you have a crush on someone for a very long time, does it become love?
I think of him each night and everyday.When I see him my heart starts to beat real fast.When I talk to him && look him in the eyes I feel like I'm melting.But is that love? What does a 14-going-on-15 year old girl like me know about love?
I really don't know.Boy, u're making me crazy.I just hate it but I can't make it go away.It's all your fault && dun deny it.I just hate how I think of you.I want to concentrate but you keep distracting me.Why don't you just go away?!?

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy