That's just the way it is.

Disturbia.darkness is the light.disturbia.am I scaring u tonight.disturbia.ain't used to what you like.disturbia disturbia.sry lol,I was kinda disturbed so to let it all out I just wrote out some parts of the chorus.I just finished an A math paper mum gave && lol I got 51/75.Mostly due to carelessness,sigh.I'd better learn to be more careful or I'm gonna end up losing a lot of marks.Although I'm glad that I didn't fail but I know that I can definately do much better.
Arghhh!!!!!!!!!i need to study for geog but I can't seem to get motivated.Man,I need geog to pull me up.I dunno if I can make it for SS.studystudystudystudystudy.ha. I'm really going crazy now.I need to gear up for chem,bio && phy too!!!!!!oh no!!!I'm gonna die soon!!!!!!!!wahhhhhh..........I need help from god.er,lol?!? yea I know.See how gong I've become? I really gotta do well man.I will do well && I know I can do it.I've got faith in myself.This time I'm not gonna give up no matter what happens.I will do my best.
Well,today's breakfast was sucky.ok random but yea,super sucky.Not that the cooking was lousy but it was just the food=S Then my mum bought this sweet potatoes && forced us to eat it.They taste super crappy.eew!!!bleahs!!!!!!Today must be lousy food day I suppose.Everything tastes crappy.Argh,nvm,jus suffer.I can take it.I'm strong.lol.I'm down with flu now && I feel like vomiting everytime I eat or drink.man,this sucks.I have no appetite.sigh!I feel so miserable.
Now,I think I've run outta things to say but well,I was kinda upset yesterday but Rafiee called me && we were talking about the thing we were upset about && I'm like crossing my fingers that everything will come back to the way it is supposed to be.Because i want my bestie back.&& I'm not referring to Vin at this moment.sry Vin,lol,dun wry,u're still my bestie.But right now,I want him to come back.I'll do anything to get him back.Don't wry fren,Rafiee && I will not let you down.

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy