going against the wind.

I'm studying real hard && it's really stressful.Especially Math,I keep skipping almost every question in the practice exam papers.argh!!!!!!!I really don't know how to apply && I keep forgetting all the stuff thought to me in class.Man,I gotta conquer this.I must not fail.Can you imagine,Secondary School Math Teacher's daughter fails her math paper.OMG!!!!!!!!!!It's gonna be so embarrasing=X I never want that to happen.never.I know that I shouldn't even be on the computer then,but if I don't relax then I'll die.So,I should balance it up I guess.
Haizzz.........I want exams to be over but I won't be smiling or anything after my papers.There's still the dreaded results.=S I'm scared.There,I said it.I'm petrified,my life depends on this.really.I don't wanna retake,it's embarrasing,very.=( I gotta do my best,my heart && soul && every other effort.I cannot afford to lose this battle.It's the battle of a lifetime.I gotta keep on trying even if my hands bleed or my brain cells cry.I don't care,I don't want to be a failure.never.I will do it,yes I will.
Well,I wanted it to be a cheery post but guess it turned out as "emo"? lol.kk, that's all,ciao=)

With loads of hugs and kisses,
Vanathy